So..Yeah..

I like someone, but thats my secret. i went upstate today and that was fun :D i havent been there in a while. oh and i made two songs, that was intense. Here are my highlights of the day: 

thenameswit: jesus, the weather is really going through its period

ofarevolution441: as you said in your vid that i watched/adored

thenameswit: adored? XD

thenameswit: aw, yay!

ofarevolution441: have you paused it at 2:09?

thenameswit: o.o *goes and pauses*

ofarevolution441: there is something about that face that made me laugh for like 30 seconds straight

thenameswit: oh no xD, i have to see it now

jaywinsthegame commented on this picture:Delete Comment(46 Minutes, 7 Seconds Ago)

i lyk songs. particularly ones of your creation.

kitty lives on: its done!

kitty lives on: LYRICS LYRICS

thenameswit: dangit xD

thenameswit: i dont have them typed

kitty lives on: okay

thenameswit: i'll send them to you manana

kitty lives on: YAY

kitty lives on: I GET 2nd VERSE

This Made My Day

ofarevolution441: i'd be afraid of getting shot... like in nyc

thenameswit: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

thenameswit: goodnight yo <3>ofarevolution441: peace out, dawg

thenameswit: lol! xD
ofarevolution441: *fist pound*
thenameswit: HAH XD

Turning Point

So I'm starting to like other guys again, it really feels weird. The song I'm listening to atm is amazing. A chiptune song yes. OH and I talked to Jay o.o IM HAPPY X] I kinda fangirled when he came in. It was unexpected xD Im always afraid of entertaining. He seemed to like me though x] he twittered me. that was lovely. This weekend im gonna try not to go on the internet because i feel like i wasted my night. mah. later gators!

Andrew Again?

Today was AMAZING. Well at least the part where I went to my internship. We got there before Gauruv and chrystian did :D Andrew was there surprisingly. I didn't really feel like talking to him, but I ended up talking to him a lot. There was a point where I had to act with him. He basically saves me from "the abusive prince". He was SUPPOSE to hold me and walk me to the door, but he shoved me xD hahahahah I still think he doesnt like me. There was a point where we did kinda flirt and I was happy inside x] He was playing with markers and i took one, and then i put it back and he took it and stood it up again so I took it again, but he tried grabbing it before me, so I laughed. Then i did it again with another marker and he tried grabbing it again, but i was too fast (twss). Then he thought I was gonna grab the last one, and he was about to grab it, but I just looked at him and i laughed at him x] I noticed that there were times where he didnt like me, like while we were in the closet I was kinda like "AHH XD ITS SO CLOSED IN" and he was like "stop yelling" xD hahaha, oh well. and there was another time where i was trying to get the video done so I was like "practice practice!" he seemed annoyed. Meh, hopefully Natty can help me and make him like me x] she even said "i'll make him fall in love with you" xD GAH IM SUCH A SUCKER FOR LOVE. GET ME OUT OF IT PLS.

Dear Bighead

We've been through a lot together. Tbh, I didn't think I would be this close to you. In fact, I never saw this coming. At first I kinda had the impression that you liked me, which eventually led to me liking you. My friends are to blame also. Always telling me that I liked you, even when I didnt. That happens  with almost any guy I talk to. It's cause I'm not that sociable with guys in person. Or ..I think I scare them off. xD I'm a puncher and a yeller, I get easily pissed off and am often moody. Most guys don't like that. Usually guys who like me, well Im just not attracted to them. Sure, I love the attention I get when I flirt with guys, but it doesn't necessarily mean that I like those guys. I've came to realize, that most of the guys I used to like were just to make me feel like I could have a boyfriend any day. I used to talk to my friends about these guys as if they were about to ask me out. But tbh, most of them I just liked because of their looks. I don't remember liking a guy for their personality. In fact, most of the guys I knew were jerks. Now with you, I first started getting attracted to you physically, but it was easy for me to tell my friends that I didn't like you. But when I started liking you because we became so close, it was really hard to hide. I couldn't stop smiling every time you called, I felt way happier when I was talking to you. I kinda felt like liking you was going to be like liking any other guy. It wasn't though. For the first time in my life, I told YOU how i felt. I've never told a guy that I liked them. I mean if I did, I probably didn't mean it. I've never felt so comfortable around a guy where I could just tell him anything. I still feel weird when I tell you the most randomised nonsense. After I told you that I liked you, I've actually been thinking about the future. When it comes down to it, I really have this fear that I'll never get the chance to do anything with you. I feel like you would slowly lose me and run off with your own life. I even can see you getting married to a environmentalist x] The more and more I think that way, the more I see you as a friend. So in a way, I guess you're getting what you want. There will be a point where I won't like you anymore, but deep down, if we do stay in contact, I will always have this little bit of hope that you'll like me back again one day.

Rawr Tired

I have never been so tired in my life. I haven't been getting enough sleep, and now I'm rushing to finish my homework. I wish I could have gone to bed the same time as Chago did, but gah my darn procrastination. This cursing week thing isn't working out for me too much. I said the eff word today and today was my third day xD I'm still gonna try, I've been becoming more aware of what I say and when I say it. I feel proud that I can actually control it sometimes, cos my other friend is trying to do the same thing, but is epically failing. My neck is in complete pain, rawrrrrr. GAP was fun today. ANDREW CUT HIS HAIR O.O I WAS LIKE O_O i miss his long hair xD now he just reminds me of liam. xD

ZOMGOMFGWTFBQQYAY :D

I GOT ANDREW BRAVENERS SWEATER IN THE MAIL AND ITS LOVELY AND WE HAD A SNOW DAY TODAY AND THIS IS A RUN OFF SENTENCE, BUT I DONT GIVE  A HOOT BECAUSE I HAD A WONDERFUL DAY. I'M JUST REALLY TIRED AND I GOT TO TALK TO FIONA, CHAGO, CADE, ZAK AND OTHER PEOPLE TOO TODAY :D SO WONDERFUL. AND I'M ACTING REALLY STRANGEEEE. BLEHHH I REALLY HOPE THERE'S ANOTHER SNOW DAY TOMORROW GAHDSLGHBFDJGBH LOVE ♥