I Want Me Some Views

One Day

Sometimes I wish I was a little different. Better singing, recording, and just better at playing instruments. I wish I was a better student, better friend, better everything. The only thing that I feel great about is my videos and songs. But I still want to improve so much. I went to the music studio, which is downstairs in my house, today and I think i might go there more often. I want to make songs that will actually make me have goosebumps. One day, just one day.

CAPS BLOG

 HOMEWORK ALL DAY.

NEW VIDEO IDEAS.

HOW COME I DONT HAVE MANY VIEWS?!

MY VOICE IS STILL KINDA IFFY.

I MISSED MY INTERNSHIP TODAY. 

DOULE YOU TEA EFF.

IM TALKING TO CHAGO & AMANDA

THEY'RE HOES.

IDK WHY I'M USING CAPS!

I GUESS ITS KINDA FUN.

I FOUND THIS CUTE ENGLISH GUY.

SATURDAY IS MY PARTNER PARTY;

RANDEVA AND SOPHIE ARE GOING :D

I HAVE TO THINK OF THINGS TO DO.

I JUST REALIZED THAT RANDEVA IS PROBABLY MY CLOSEST FRIEND AT SCHOOL ATM.

HER, KARLA AND KAINAT.

ok, no more caps cos i tired

I Fell Asleep at 9:45pm

I had a wonderful long day yesterday. Like seriously, I usually hate tuesdays, but I was so lucky ^-^ I really was super energetic o.o so when I got back home which was around 9pm, I just crashed. I tried staying awake because I had an essay to do, but when my dad took the laptop for 10 mins, I crasheddddddddddddd. My dad isn't coming till 11am...so I'm doing homework and something else >_> I simply don't feel like going to school cause I have a lot of work due friday, and thursday i have my internship. I didn't get to talk to anyone last night rly ): I miss chago. Ohh, btw! I have so many brilliant ideas for videos o.o i might do a vlog/skit today, and this AMZIN thing on saturday with my friends x] im so excited

Inspired By Mister Dyer

* I consider myself more white than peruvian because I was raised in America.

* I love what the city has to offer, I just hate the memories I have created.

* My favorite thing to do is to ride in the car for hours with my music on full blast. 

* I listen to my own songs on my iPod to feel better about my singing, but tbh I don't like it as much as other people do. 

* I always had this feeling that english people disliked me because of my first experience with this english guy >_>

* I dislike homework with a passion and think it's a waste of my time.

* I'm a virgin in just about anything you can think of >_> (sex, dating, relationships, kiss, no piercing, no tattoos, never dyed my hair)

* I don't knoe the definition of love, but from what my friends are telling me, i am "in love" with someone, and i'm trying so hard to win his heart ):

* I secretly follow trends, but mix it with a little me.

* I've always wanted to recieve a necklace and sweater from a guy i like...and i did :) well, one of them anyway.

* I know that I'm not liked by many people atm and it does bother me.

* I really don't know what I'm doing with my life right now.

* I like attention, so if I deny anything, I'm probably enjoying it.

* I hate listening to the acoustic guitar, but I love playing it.

* I've been thinking about scientology recently, about how fears and stress are caused, but the way the fix it, I find it completely ridiculous.

* If I did something wrong, I give myself a harder time about the situation. 

* I don't eat right (healthy) even if I know I should.

* I'm an avoider and runner, I don't like facing my problems unless they're easy to solve.

OH AND I GOT PARTNERED!

Today..I Dont Know What To Say

My sister woke me up 1:30 pm T_T wow tomorrow i'm not gonna be ready to go to school. I have a crap load of homework tomorrow. teacher's dont get that this is senior year xD jerkssss. Anyways, I just saw a chago look a like o.o i was like whoa..hes cute. oh and check this out. my throat really hurts, but everytime i cough i get hiccups T_T ugh, i hate hiccups. i dont knoe why im up. gaah, well i made a new song and i really like it. im also looking at other collleges in oregon, cos i RLY DONT WANNA STAY IN NYC. AND I MEAN IT. i will not apply to any ny colleges. its done, over with BLEHHH oh and THIS IS THE CUTEST THING EVRRRRRRRR thanks  amandaaaa x]

I've Been Forgetting

Last night was awesome. Saw Caroline and went on Blogtv AND CHAGO CAME BACK :D FINALLY! I don't have much to say. Especially since I really haven't done too much during the week. Kari has my camera!! GAAAH I never thought I would miss something so much D: I just called Kari and she's coming over tomorrow!! I'm so excited, I invited Siobhan and Randeva too!! Party time once again :D I'm gonna clean my room, do some of my homework and hope to get it done by manana. I feel really good today, I have no idea why. I think it's cause I'm cleaning my room and listening to music. Oh!! And Hannah just called me! She's with Bridget! Talk about craziness! I wish I could meet them. D: Oh well, as long as they're having fun I'm happy. My two daughters :) Weeeeee Now I have to meet Chago and call up Hannah and Bridget. ): *sigh* 

Oh and Kayla; BlogSpot was being a little twat; I couldnt fix everything in my last blog, it cut off you and some of the things I said to Leah. x] So here;

Kayla--What can I say about you, my sheep twin. It's been four years already and I have a feeling that we'll be friends until we get to be 98 and lose our memories. Even then I have a feeling that we'll IM each other and be like "who the heck are you?"-wit "SHEEP!?"-kayla. Yeh, you were my first internet friend and I'm glad that we're still together ^-^ 

Here's the reason for Leah

Leah--You're simply amazing. You're very talented and friendly, and Im glad that I'm able to call you my friend and tell you my love stories x] I miss talking to you!