Wasting Time

What do I miss today? Several things; while I was cleaning the kitchen I was listening to three of my favorite songs: Roshambo by the Network, Graves by Tokyo Police Club, This is Who We Are by Cartel. The Network reminds me of Oregon summer `o8 ♥ That song reminds me of the time when we were car camping. That's when I thought of the coolest story, well I made my dream into a story. It's the one that has to do with Jacob Dyer/Fred, but fred isnt in my story hahaha. I had the best view ever, of the river and the mountains. That hike was probably the best because I was walking alone listening to my music and thinking about the my story. Lovely times. Graves reminds me of when Karla, Randeva and her friend, Siobhan and her friend and I went to Manhattan around 7-11pm just to see TOKYO POLICE CLUB LIVE♥ It was great just hugging David Monk. And getting attacked by the hobo, haha that was hilarous. Aw man, best day ever. I also think of the days where I printed out all those awesome Tokyo Police Club pictures and put them on my wall. That is seriously probably the coolest thing I've ever made. Cartel..♥ REMINDS ME OF LONDON AND PARIS. I have the best memories there. I mostly listen to Cartel while I was in Europe so everytime I listen to them, I can see Big Ben and the Eifel Tower.

That was another good memory, that's in England, right by the place where they filmed Hot Fuzz. Aw man, I took so many wacky pictures.

OH GOD, funniest thing today; Chago called me and just started playing that song that goes like;

"AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU; YOU'RE GONNA LOVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE"

I almost died, while chago almost died of LAUGHTER; jerk. haha. Oh and this was great too;

Chago says:
weenie
Chago says:
i live close
Chago says:
i'll come over
Vivien says:
SO WHAT AM I SO AFRAID OF
`Wit says:
YAY
Chago says:
get your sheets clean.
`Wit says:
...
`Wit says:
O.O
Chago says:
we're makin smores in your room.
`Wit says:
oh dear
`Wit says:
HAHA
`Wit says:
OMG
Chago says:
with popcorn
`Wit says:
ROFL
`Wit says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA
Chago says:
PERVERT.
`Wit says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAH
Chago says:
GOD

I blame my school friends for my pervertedness. So today, I didn't get to hang out with Kadin, but tomorrow we're hanging out. My dad is so UGH though. Cause I think we can only spend like two hours together. Whatever, gotta wear my lucky shirt manana then.

OH AND VIVIEN OMG, i love our insiders.

Vivien says:
and strawberries
Vivien says:
for you
Vivien says:
`Wit says:
STRAWBURRY
`Wit says:
17
Vivien says:
17 strawberrys
Vivien says:
in mis pantelones
`Wit says:
HAHAH
`Wit says:
EL NOCHE
`Wit says:
DE SEXO
Chago says:
`Wit says:
HAHAHAHAH
Vivien says:
LMFAO

Luck Running Out?

I swear, my love life is deff. up and down at the moment. I also have to be aware that other people are reading this too. So my secret is out. Everyone knoes who I like, but idk it really is like an on and off thing. Everyone is telling me that the movies thing was a date xD Even Chago.

thenameswit: well, its not like i said "wanna go on a date with me"
thenameswit: i just said
thenameswit: "wanna go to the movies"
shut up chago: just you two
shut up chago: ?
thenameswit: mhm
shut up chago: omgg
shut up chago: so many videos to catch up on.
shut up chago: and yes, it was a date.
thenameswit: what?
thenameswit: it was?!
thenameswit: but what if
thenameswit: he didnt take it as a date!

I don't knoe, he'll probably read this one day and get freaked out. I mean he does have access to the internet like Kainat said. Tomorrow we're suppose to hang out again, just the two of us. I bet my dad is getting suspicous. I wouldn't be surprised. I did hang out with him today, after school with Kainat. But this happened:

thenameswit: TODAY HE TRIED HITTING ME WITH ROCKS THOUGH
shut up chago: tough love.
thenameswit: LOL, right xD

Chago always makes me feel better x] I still have green ink on my hand from grabbing Kadin's arm which was written all over by Alina d: I feel like today is friday since i have two days of no school! wooo!!! October ftw!!

BLAH, wanna knoe what happened today??

English- OMG I WANTED TO FALL ASLEEP, LIKE REALLY!

Government- -_- my mom called me and my phone went off and EVERYONE was silent. Then Thandi goes "was that the jonas brothers" ugh, i swear I thought I had my phone off. It was the PLAIN WHITE T'S. I changed my ringtone to Fall Out Boy though. I have to make SURE every morning its turned off.

Senior Seminar- Meh, it was alright. Nothing really happened.

Physics-omg, just bleh

Lunch-I talked to Karla about the movies thing x]

Senior Math-Ugh, -_- so much work and I DIDNT HAVE MY CHECK. fuck, the one day i dont have it.

Art-Was pretty fun, I actually talked more with Ronald. I also got to be a MUMMY! :D I did embarrass myself just a bit for talking in different accents. Can you blame me?

After school-Hung out with Kadin and Kainat at the park and at the bakery. -_- Kadin almost killed me with the biggest rock. Ooh, he would have been DEAD if that hit me. I don't knoe why I was mad, but I was just so angry. I kicked and punched Kadin so much and then he just put his arm around me. I told him to get off or I'll punch him in the stomach. Jeez, I have to be less angry.

Now, I'm eating WAY too much ugh dinner in 15 mins. I guess its time to open the window and throw the rest of my burger so my dog can eat something for once. hahaha..jk. (not about the window part)

Oh btw, you knoe who I miss listening to? Oh yeh, this band.

Tokyo Police Club ♥

Movies & DVDs

Today is deff homework day. All my sundays are, but today I have no idea what my homework IS. I'll probably ask Karla, Randeva, Kainat, or even Michele later. So last night, I saw two movies. I saw eagle eye with Kadin, and I saw Superhero movie. Superhero movie was just ok, there were some funny parts, but I barely laughed. It's just the same jokes repeating. I was shocked that Drake Bell was in it though, i hated his hair xD And when he was in his costume he looked like a pedo. Anyways, so how was the other movie? Well, I'll just show yah. ;)

thenameswit: guess what i did last night
buhnanuh50: whatwhat??
thenameswit: i went to the movies...
thenameswit: with..
thenameswit: KADIN ♥
thenameswit: a guy a really like xD
buhnanuh50: AHHHHH!!!
buhnanuh50: ♥
thenameswit: it was awesome
buhnanuh50: what movie?
thenameswit: eagle eye
buhnanuh50: AHHHHH!!!
buhnanuh50: SHIA!!! ♥
thenameswit: LOLOL
buhnanuh50: ♥ ♥
thenameswit: gah, as soon as i got out of the car
thenameswit: i saw him and his hand was shaking
thenameswit: xD
thenameswit: and also during the movies, we shared a drink ^.^
thenameswit: i should have gotten another straw..
thenameswit: rofl xD
buhnanuh50: adorable germ sharing ftw!
thenameswit: jk
thenameswit: LOL
thenameswit: i knoe right jeez
thenameswit: lol xD
buhnanuh50: lol i do it all the time xP
buhnanuh50: just take people's drinks ilke... JACKED!
thenameswit: and like right in the middle, i was trying to put my head on his shoulder and he saw it coming to so he tried to do the same thing
thenameswit: but there was this thing in between us
thenameswit: so i lifted it up and then we put our heads together ^.^
buhnanuh50: awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
thenameswit: then the movie stopped in the middle -_-
thenameswit: so we talked lol
buhnanuh50: lol what?!
buhnanuh50: the movie just peaced out? xP
thenameswit: it was weird, but it came back on
thenameswit: yeh it did!
thenameswit: it just turned white
thenameswit: and people were complaining
buhnanuh50: that's really weird!
thenameswit: i knoe xD
thenameswit: but its ok everything came back on
thenameswit: and then afterwards we went to this cookie place
thenameswit: with cake
thenameswit: and etc
buhnanuh50: THAT'S SO ADORABLE!
buhnanuh50: TRADE ME LIVES PLZ
thenameswit: he got a chocolate cake while i bought a cookie ^.^
thenameswit: LOL xD
thenameswit: oh jeez hannah
thenameswit: i didnt even eat my cookie because i ate too much popcorn
thenameswit: plus is was like 10:30pm already
buhnanuh50: i went to see a screamo garage band last night and played rock band
thenameswit: whoa
buhnanuh50: so baiscaly that means we should trade
thenameswit: LOL
thenameswit: no ways man xD
thenameswit: lol, i told him
thenameswit: "we should hang out again"
thenameswit: and he said "we should"
thenameswit: and i said "when"
thenameswit: and then i started sayign "i cant do tuesday and thursday.."
thenameswit: then i got sidetracked -_-
buhnanuh50: GAH!
thenameswit: yeh, so i guess i have to find out later
buhnanuh50: aww but that sounds so fun/adorable/cutetastic!
buhnanuh50: srsly.
buhnanuh50: you know you want to trade
thenameswit: ^.^
thenameswit: hahaha
thenameswit: also
thenameswit: there were moments where he was fiddling with his fingers and i would reach over to stop him and he would just hold my finger xD
buhnanuh50: AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
buhnanuh50: it's like a movie!
thenameswit: and at the cookie place i grabbed his hand and he started moving my hand back and forth
thenameswit: well, we did GO to the movies
thenameswit: rofl xD
thenameswit: and on top of that in the beginning of the movie the weirdest thing happened
thenameswit: shia said "girls dont wanna sit at home and watch blockbuster movies, they wanna go out with a guy to the movies so that everyone can see them together"
thenameswit: i was like ... o.o how does he knoe this!
thenameswit: and i just turned and looked at kadin
thenameswit: he didnt notice though, so good xD
buhnanuh50: AHHAHAAA
buhnanuh50: shia = amazing actor + mind reader
thenameswit: LOL so true

Situations

Ugh, I'm getting sick. I have the hiccups atm and a running nose. But on the brighter side, Adam just sent me this college that is like wowza. AND it's in portland, see there's a reason why I love this kid. Haha, but seriously, I'm going to apply to this college;

http://pdx.edu/video_tour.html

Cause I can, I mean Soka seems pretty awesome, but I don't want Soka being my only option. College is stressing me out though, I never thought I would become this old. Bleh, well at least I'm changing my life up a bit. What I really need though is a hair cut, cause my hair is seriously chopped up. xD It's so uneven. You know what's a fun thought though. I might be going to the same college as Adam ^.^ That would make my year.

I have this feeling that the movies isn't going to happen today, but we'll see. I'll try to find a way. Oh! I also made TRV's blogspot! It's pretty cool, for now. I'm very excited for it. Oh btw, for some odd reason "edit" won't show up on my blogs. Cause you know, i love EDITING things! :( gah, i miss video making. OH MY GOD!! i just remembered, last night I actually watch a disney movie xD MinuteMen, but whatever, Jason Dolley is HOT. Jeez, and he has the EXACT same birthday as me x] But while I was watching, I found my PERFECT Chase for my story invisible touch. Ok, so he looks better on film then picture. But whatever, I still think Jason Dolley is hotter xD Anyways, here's more Invisible Touch:




Right after work, Chase offered to walk me home since he’s always walking with Charlotte. I didn’t mind. It was really hard to keep a good conversation flowing though. I mean we mostly talked about Charlotte since that’s the only thing we have in common. Out of nowhere though, he wanted to know more about Sean Espen. "Why?," I asked. He told me it was because he thought it was strange how this Sean Espen comes out of nowhere. "Well, he has blonde hair with light green eyes, a bit taller than me, normal weight I guess," I told him all the details, as far as I could remember.
"I know plenty of blonde hair, green eyed guys, but I’ve still never heard of him, maybe it was a prank," he told me.
"You think a guy would just drive me to work and tell me his fake name?," I asked sarcastically.
"You never know, he could have been in jail," he replied with a stupid look.
"Chase, just shut up," like I wanted to hear more from him.

I got back home around 8pm, little Fiona was waiting for me again, but this time she was watching from the window. "What are you looking at twerp? Got something on my face?," I asked. She still doesn’t reply. That poor child probably thought I was going to kill her if she said one word. I walked into the kitchen to get a little cereal for myself. "You know I’m not afraid of you," Fiona finally spoke.
"Oh really?," I asked. She didn’t bother to reply again. "You know if you really weren’t afraid you would have a normal conversation with me just like everyone else," I told her.
"I’m not afraid, I just don’t like to talk to you," she said.
"You’ve never talked to me in the first place Fiona, so how the hell would you know?," she was starting to make me angry.
"Because you use magic,"she said as if it was her best answer.
"Your father used to use magic and guess what! You have magical blood inside you right now, you just don’t know how to use it! So you shouldn’t be speaking either!," I felt bad for talking to a ten year old like that, but hey she’ll be eleven soon.
"I know how to use it! I choose not to!," I was shocked by her response.
"Sure you do," I replied pretending I knew that she used magic.
"I do!," she yelled.
"Prove it."
"No."
"Prove it!"
"NO!"
"Well then, you don’t know how to use your powers." I felt like I won the conversation, but she just looked at me, " what now Fiona!" Out of nowhere she just started crying, so I ran downstairs. As soon as I got to my room she stopped crying, but her mother came down to see what was wrong. Fiona told her mother that I slammed the door too hard and it scared her. I rolled my eyes, little kids can be so annoying sometimes.




OH BTW I AM GOING TO THE MOVIES AT 7:40 WOO!!

Ideas And Plans

For some reason, I find fridays just to be alright. Nothing too exciting, and nothing too bad. What I am happy about though is that I'm going to the movies tomorrow ^.^ ...with Kadin! Well, most likely anyways. Today I was always pulling some mean yet HILAROUS jokes, more mean to the person I was saying it to though. I went on blogtv twice, once cause Jake asked and two cause Rosy asked. So turns out Jake can hang out with me for the whole day, Nov. 14th i think it is. David sent me in this random chat today and i think i pissed people off and i got pissed off too xD Whatever, they might find me though xD I have to hide! LOL I'm working on a song I'm making for Chago also. It's going to be good hopefully. Chago said he was going to edit my video this weekend -_- but now he can't. That means I have to redo my video and ask Meghan. Meghan is awesome though, so I'm happy. ^.^ Oh!! and SAT's are on friday!? wtf bbq!!!! *not long cause I'm gonna write more "Invisible Touch"

Somethings Wrong With Me

So I wore my luck shirt today, and for some reason I was very happy and joyful. It was weird cause I was kinda upset and sad. Upset because school life sucks and sad because of this one guy I like. Don't you hate it when you're starting to think that the guy you like, might not like you back? I should put that to the side though. English was a bit boring, not as boring as usual. Government was very interesting, but I just wanted to listen to what everyone had to say. I did participate a little though :D Gym is just getting more boring everytime xD I need someone who can really play volleyball. Science; bleh. Math; bleh again. Art--first period we went to see a play from 12th grade drama class. The girls performance was ok, but the guys AW MAN THAT WAS HILAROUS.

Favorite parts;
(Guys as Guys)
*"Where's my keys?"-Nelson
"Where's my pants?"-James
(Guys as Girls)
*When Andres came out wearing a dress with a stuffed bra xD
*When Vincent said "Look at my little puppy" and the thing barked xD
*When Nelson was passing around the cookies and Vincent goes "Do you have some tampons? ......I'll just take the cookies"
*When Francois came out with that WIG and did the little hair flip!!

Aw man, it was all great, my throat hurt so much from laughing. Then we went back to art, and I started planning my video idea. Kadin's gonna be in it, so it Kainat, Randeva, Shante, Michele and this other asain/mexican dude that i've never talked to o.O Whatever. At least people liked my outfit today :D


Oh and..
`Wit says:
oh, well if you do you have time to hang out, we should
Jacob says:
Definitely.
`Wit says:
if you want, i could even make it a little youtube gathering
`Wit says:
depending on the day your available
`Wit says:
and only if you want
Jacob says:
Or a date...
`Wit says:
rofl! you want a date with me?
Jacob says:
I wouldn't mind
Jacob says:
I think it would be heavily romantic, seeing as it's in NY.
Jacob says:
Plus I've never even held hands with an American girl before.
`Wit says:
LOL, are you pulling my leg?
Jacob says:
Nope
`Wit says:
um, sure then lol

One word; wowza.

Randeva Made Me Black

I really had this feeling that this week was going to be a great week. I won't lie, it has been a pretty nice week, but very little things are bothering me so much. Yesterday was probably the coolest day, till around 8pm. After school I went to manhattan to check out this internship film thing. It seems pretty cool, but I don't know if I'd do it. After the little open house thing, Karla and I decided just to walk around Manhattan, specifically time square ^.^ We went to virgin records, gah, cds♥ After that my dad picked me up and we went to go pick up my laptop. I was so happy when I got it, i was like "YES I CAN MAKE VIDEOS AND STAY UP TILL 4AM TALKING TO MY FRIENDS", but no..my laptop didn't even turn on -_- I was thinking the whole night and even this morning, "my main talent can't even be used at the moment because I don't have a laptop." It's like taking my voice away from me for a month!! Editing is something that I just LOVE to do :( And on top of that, my crush, bleh I don't even think he likes me. I'm convienced that he doesnt because sometimes he doesn't even look at me.

Anyways, today was alright. I got to wear my favorite Futurama t-shirt. Gym was SO boring today which is weird because I love gym. I guess I was just too upset. Sadie Nash was fun though, played a little game then started spray paiting. xD Randeva and Michele kept spray painting my hand ON PURPOSE!

Now they say I'm finally black -_-

This week, what I have to do is stop focusing on HIM, and just relax. Otherwise I'm probably going to go crazy and yell at everyone I see. People are already wondering why I look so down. Oh! and chago said that i'm finally darker than him xD SHUSH CHAGO SHUSH. that should be his new username SHUSHchago. hellz yeh...(nessa) LOL sorry, thats stuck in my head.

hush