K, Can I go Now?

fml, i going through a bad phase again, not as bad as before. but it's slowly coming back. for some STUPID reason my hotmail wont work X_X ugh, only on other computer not on this laptop. i am so tired. i went to the tribeca film festival thing and it was mega fun xD everyone is talking about colleges. im just like X_X cant i just move to portland and get over it? jesus.

I'm Hurt

theres not much that i want to say other than;

i have no prom date, i never rly wanted to go.

im single, so stop bringing up chago.

Cos it hurts X_X

rawrrawr

i is tired.

tomorrow=death of me.

happy birthday dad & chago.

tomorrow i must wake up early--somehow

*DoubleSigh*

thenameswit: hey i did win your heart ^_^

thenameswit: at that moment..>_>

shut up chago: all my hart r belong to weiner

shut up chago: at that moment

thenameswit: ...): DAMN THE DISTANCE

*sigh* i did NOT finish most of my homework X_X and i had A LOT. fml

Dont Forget To Be Awesome

thenameswit: michaelaranda

shut up chago: is god.

What I Realized

I need a break from the internet. It just isn't fun anymore. Even though, I KNOW I won't take a break because I am so addicted. I just need too. This weekend is gonna be a long one--and in somewhat nice weather too. Hopefully I can at least still wear a sweater. Amanda got webcam finally ^_^ I was so happy. I feel a LITTLE better about the internet, but not too great. Usually I go on the internet to escape from things, but now I'm doin the opposite. Even today, I didn't want to go on blogtv a second time. Eh, chago wanted me to. Im oober tired--I am going to crash as soon as this is done

"My Daughter's a Blogger?"-Dad

Alright, so for this past week and a half has been AMAZING irl, but on the internet i feel like X_X maaah. Why can't both of my lives be amazing? Today, I was kind of in a yay-meh mood, but then when i got to GAP, it was all WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! I felt really good, I'm connecting more and more with the people every time we get together. I'm starting to like Andrew again, just cause we have the same ideas for a lot of things. I really like the fact that I'm working with him for the scripting. We kinda flirted today, we haven't really flirted since october, so I'm happy. We're talking more--even if it's mostly script talking, but i like it. Meh, he's just an  internship crush--nothing more x] BTW--I'VE BEEN GETTING THIS ASKED A LOT LATELY X_X and i feel rly bad, cos i knoe chago hates it--so im hopefully gonna say this for the last time. CHAGO IS NOT MY BOYFRIEND. i mean--it would be nice, but he's not, so i'm single. 

You've Been On My Mind

And I have a feeling, you're staying there for a while.

HOMEWORK

homeworkhomeworkhomeworkhomework

It's On

ofarevolution441: don't care about what other people think gah

thenameswit: but...your thoughts make me smile ^_^

ofarevolution441: that sounds like a good lyric

thenameswit: ._.

thenameswit: it does.

thenameswit: >_> ITS MINEE

ofarevolution441: NO i called it first

ofarevolution441: it's MINEEEE

thenameswit: D:<<

thenameswit: BRING IT

ofarevolution441: *breaks out the boxing gloves from the 1934 match against pumping iron mcgee*

thenameswit: LMFAOXD OMG

ofarevolution441: it's been awhile...

thenameswit: ROFL xD o jesus, i love you

thenameswit: im still addin that to SOMETHING

thenameswit: <_<>

thenameswit: >_>

thenameswit: before  you.

ofarevolution441: whoever tweets it first is the winer

thenameswit: i win

ofarevolution441: DAMNIT

ofarevolution441: i demand a rematch

thenameswit: fine.

ofarevolution441: rock paper scissors shoot

thenameswit: done

ofarevolution441: what'd you throw down?

thenameswit: o

thenameswit: lmao

thenameswit: uh

thenameswit: <_<>

thenameswit: monster

thenameswit: it eats everything

ofarevolution441: i threw down dynamite, which blows the living shit out of your monster

thenameswit: ...

thenameswit: CHEATER D:<

ofarevolution441: NO U

thenameswit: PSH

ofarevolution441: k, how can we settle this

ofarevolution441: videos?

thenameswit: deal.

ofarevolution441: k... but wait. what's the deal?

thenameswit: no wait

thenameswit: SONGS

thenameswit: who can make a song off of the line first

thenameswit: >_> WAIT

thenameswit: DAMNIT XD

ofarevolution441: no no

thenameswit: IM GONNA BE IN MY INTERNSHIP TOMORROW

ofarevolution441: whoever writes the better song

thenameswit: ._.

ofarevolution441: we both write it, post it on youtube

thenameswit: DEAAAAAAAAAAAAAL.

ofarevolution441: whichever gets more positive feedback wins

ofarevolution441: i'm pretty sure we're the only people that understand our tweets right now XD

thenameswit: lmfao xD

thenameswit: its true

Will He Let Go?

i rly miss my friends in maryland.

i rly miss the memories we created.

i rly cant stop thinking about it X_X

i took so many video stills from clips that chago sent me.

*sigh* i'll have to wait till june;

for everything to happen again.

X_X O JESUS

sister threw up today.

we were the only one in the house...

I FREAKED OUT

I DO NOT REACT GOOD TO VOMIT

she got better though

went out to ride my bike

i felt soooooooo good

also played with neighbors,

made my sister play with them too

that was lovely ^_^

made a video--its alright won

i LOVEEEEEEEEEE it.

it'll be posted soon.

note: i get jealous easily. so shh. ^_^ +i miss maryland/dc A LOT

k, tomorrow is gonna be RAWRRAWRRAWR for meh ^________^ fml!

Kinda Tired

Lately I haven't been that tired, which is weird cos i barely get any sleep. 

It's been like that since I got to Maryland. 

I feel a bit different and I wanna change something about myself.

I don't knoe what yet, but it'll most likely either be my room or hair. 

i am thinking WAAAAAAAAAY too much about that thing..in maryland X_X

stopitsotpitstopit

kbye

Wow, Made Out W/ Chago--Now What?

Nothing actually. 

Ok, so last night and today I had my fun.

We made out--but we agreed no long distance relationship.

I've already experienced long distance relationships; they are no fun X_X

I'll tell ya this much--im gonna miss the chago smell and his piano hands.

There's a high chance that I'll still like him, but not much will change.

Why did I make this whole thing public?

1)IT WAS MY FIRST KISS OK; IT WAS PERFECT.

2)wait..can the perfect be for reason number two?

3) a lot of people wanted us to already, so figured why not make the crowd happy--and myself at the same time x]

4) i rather tell everyone myself then have people spreading rumors that we did more than kiss <_<

I won't lie, this is all I was able to think about today.

I don't want to lose the memory, but hey--hopefully im going to maryland in june ;)

k--here's what happened.

i win at life.

i made out w/chago.

+he was my first kiss.

and if he reads this--i told you i was gonna twitter it. ;)

I Wonder--

what today is going to be like :\

someone wish me luck ♥

Hay guyz

So hay, tiz i rockinbloowit lolol. So i'z hurr w/ chago hehehehee.

we be goin to DC 2dai lolol kk

so we had teh dinner last nite &&kfdsl he goan bite m3

kkbye

RAWR-- T_T stupid chago.

*sigh*

So Since I'm Having a Sleepover in a Couple Hours..

I figured I would blog now. ADAM GOT MY GIFT IN THE MAIL :D WEEE!! that made me extremely happy. I went to check my email this morning and I was like "X_X where did i get 14 subs from?!" I searched my name on youtube to see if anyone mentioned me. But no one recently mentioned me. Then I check my subscription box and I check out Adam's video. When I saw he got my gift in the mail I was like WOOOOOO!!! Made me smile tons ^_^ I made a song last night called "It's Alright". I like it a lot personally. I've been working on my haromizing a lot recently. I has a sleepover in a few hours. im excited and nervous cos tomorrow i'm going to maryland X_X wow. just wow, i is nervous. 

X_X

tomorrow--sleepover

sunday--maryland/chago+nessa

monday--dc/chago+shayda

tuesday--movies/chago

*FREAKS OUT*

Wuh?

For some odd reason...I'm in a dating mood. I kinda just want to go out with a guy to the movies and have my first kiss. I'm very tempted to ask..someone out X_X And kiss another guy. NO IM NOT A WHORE. i just like a lot of people atm. I doubt that I'll get a date this yr, meh. Internship was ok today. Didn't really do much since there was only, Kari, Veno, Lily and I. After that I went to see Monsters Vs. Aliens; that was actually a pretty good movie. some parts RLY made me laugh and the story line was good--dont rely on a man to be strong. booya

Two Words

O Jesus.

I Am A Bottle

Today during GAP, i heard a cmt "was it white people?" so many thoughts came across my mind. I have no idea why, but I felt like crying so I just stopped talking. Later on, I was taken aside to have a talk..and i CRIED ): I just started saying how I felt about everything and I came to realize, my life SUCKS and i just keep putting it in a bottle. :\ so thanks everyone who made me upset in any way X_X

BRB

ofarevolution441: that must have been a party

thenameswit: o yas X+X

thenameswit: X_X*

ofarevolution441: i like X+X moar

thenameswit: xD silly

thenameswit: what would X+X stand for?

thenameswit: xD

ofarevolution441: 2X, duh

ofarevolution441: or x^2 if x = 1

thenameswit: LOL xD

thenameswit: jeez,i love you and your sillyness xD

ofarevolution441: i love you. end of sentence. 0_0

ofarevolution441: ?

ofarevolution441: what? who said that?

thenameswit: LOL

thenameswit: AW,

thenameswit: you rly do make me smile ^_^

thenameswit: not gonna lie

ofarevolution441: ^_^

Train Ride

ATTENTION: Transfer complete: Train Ride.mp3.

ofarevolution441: kBACK

ofarevolution441: *listens*

ofarevolution441 returned at 7:10:47 PM.

thenameswit: YAYAYAY

ofarevolution441: i love

ofarevolution441: i always like the very subtle dissonance w/ the guitar

ofarevolution441: very unique

ofarevolution441: very beautiful

thenameswit: YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY XD

thenameswit: you dont knoe how happy i am

ofarevolution441: i like making you happy

ofarevolution441: especially when you deserve to be happy

thenameswit: AW ^____________^

ofarevolution441: :)^1000

yah, i made a song today :)

What The Fuck Am I Doing

Alright, so the night before my stomach was hurting a lot and I wanted it to pass because the next day (today) I have internship. In the morning, I didn't feel too well, but I told myself it'd pass. It just kept getting worse. I went home, it didn't pass till around 5pm. I talked to Rhys though oovoo :) I didn't get to talk to chago like I did last night, maah. Now i is doin' homework kinda. I rly feel like shit now, my dad is spose to come to tomorrow. I feel like crawling in a cave with my laptop and just stay there. I'm on my old laptop cos now my dad takes away his laptop at 10pm. Psh, like I dont have my laptop T_T

thenameswit: chacha

shut up chago: weewee

thenameswit: i love you.

shut up chago: i love you too.

Heart

this is what oovoo does