Just..something x]

ofarevolution441: i ACTUALLY cried.

ofarevolution441: NOT exaggerating.

thenameswit: i cant believe you guys havent kissed!

thenameswit: dafuck man!

ofarevolution441: OR FUCKING HELD HANDS. THE FUCK.

thenameswit: ._. jesus

ofarevolution441: yeah. literally, if i even just met you in real life, we would probably be farther along in our relationship than sam and i are

ofarevolution441: as of this moment

ofarevolution441: UGH

ofarevolution441: (no, i'm not saying i want to go out with you. jesus.)

thenameswit: LMAO

thenameswit: HAHAHAHA XD

Ok, so this doesn't feel right.

Hai, i'm back and guess what

I GOT A NEW IPOD+CELLPHONE

went to see night at the museum dos;

AMAZING, because reminded me of maryland.

i also got mentioned today xD 

i was like LHEADJFH AHHH

pretty damn awesome.

idk how this week is gonna be like.

Uh So

I don't knoe if I wanna continue doing this blog thing. 

I've been slacking off and writing less.

I think I'll just do what the normal people do and blog when something amazin' happens.

Listen

http://witified.tumblr.com

BABIES

this is a girl.

♥

uhhh.

So TIRED X_X

ok; so i finished my ET homework ^_^

i didn't do any homework tonight because i am so fucking tired.

tomorrow i'll have time though.

gap was alright today.

andrew and i went home together.

it was alright, not as fun as goin' home with natti, kari and veno.

:\ ah well. 

ALMOST forgot.

my child is NOT going to have hair like that.

o hai. its kyle and chago.

Jay<3

thenameswit: like that guy

thenameswit: uhhh..

thenameswit: i think his names is

thenameswit: jaywinstheway

thenameswit: idk

ofarevolution441: oh yeah

ofarevolution441: i know that guy

thenameswit: yeh

thenameswit: hes kinda hot

ofarevolution441: jaylosestheshame

thenameswit: <_<>

thenameswit: o THATS it?!

thenameswit: my bad.

ofarevolution441: yeah yeah

ofarevolution441: there's one on mine

thenameswit: one what?

thenameswit: hot guy?

thenameswit: o_O

ofarevolution441: no

ofarevolution441: hot girl

thenameswit: oh ):

ofarevolution441: her names like rockinredtits

ofarevolution441: or something

thenameswit: LMFAO XD

ofarevolution441: nono

ofarevolution441: it's thenamestit

ofarevolution441: that's it

ofarevolution441: i'm thinking of her other accounts

ofarevolution441: y'know. i kind of stalk her

thenameswit: o rly?

ofarevolution441: yeah

ofarevolution441: i have a shrine

thenameswit: xD !!

ofarevolution441: *shrines

thenameswit: eh, i think she might be a hoe

ofarevolution441: oh don't get me wrong

ofarevolution441: she's a total slut

thenameswit: shes probably after that jayloseshisdignity

ofarevolution441: no no

ofarevolution441: his name is jayloseshisvirginity

ofarevolution441: get it right

thenameswit: ohhhhhhh xD

ofarevolution441: k i'm going to bed like the little boy that i am

ofarevolution441: night, tit

thenameswit: lmao xD HEYWAIT

thenameswit: NO

ofarevolution441: WHAT

ofarevolution441: WHAT

thenameswit: DONT CALL ME THAT XD

ofarevolution441: (in the butt)

thenameswit: jat.

thenameswit: xD

thenameswit: bastard

ofarevolution441: haha

ofarevolution441: k bye!

ofarevolution441: wit

ofarevolution441: thar

ofarevolution441: we

ofarevolution441: go

thenameswit: <3

ofarevolution441: <33,000

Lols.

Today has been a pretty fucking retarded day. xD

Woke up, finished my college essay.

Then realized I have to stamp it and blahblahblah.

Then went to brooklyn to shoot a video for my program, but it didn't even go off that well cause of assholes ^_^ 

I had fun for the most part, but realized Andrew is not for me. 

He's just really cute xD

Tomorrow is going to be shit because it's a tuesday.

Turns out if i don't get excepted in any oregon colleges, my mom wants me to stay here forever. 

Well apply for spring and work for 6 months.

Doesn't sound too bad to me.

Eh, now i'm just kinda thinkin about stuff.

Lets Just Say

I've been thinking a lot.

Short.

Lately a lot of the things I've been doing are short.

Blogs.

Videos.

Songs.

Chats.

Your mom. JK

tbh; i think it makes life easier for me and the viewer/reader/pedoWHAT?! --idk. i'm strange. X_X MAAAAAH NIGHT.

AEHGJFLGDRNFG

Today is such a weird day.

Some guys are fucktarts; others are sluts; a lot of them are both.

RAWR!

MEMOIR

IS DONE♥

Reasons Why I Love

Chago. 

Even though he's a slut, he's caring -- at times. xD

I find his weirdness adorable --for some odd reason.

I'm not afraid to do weird or silly things around him.

There's a lot more, but my head hurts like a bitch.

Fuuuuuck i wanted to go to school tomorrow but I knoe that I am not any better X_X Poor Kari..I told her I would go to our internship. :\ I'll give her something.

MAAAAAAAH DX

Swine You!

i feel like a monster.

just cos i'm sick.

no one wants to go near me,

because they think i have the swine flu.

well FUCK YOU!

lost my voice again X_X damn cold

AH:D+AW )8

AHHHH! :D o and districtlines contacted me i might be sellin some shirts :D bad news; i'm most likely not going to school tomorrow i feel HORRIBLE X_X which rly sucks cos i wanna see andrew ): but i dont want my snot sticking out when i talk to him

Triple Sneeze Day

I found it funny how the three of us took a picture one after the other. I didn't even knoe until I clicked pictures. I think it's lovely though. I added a ton of new songs to my ipod BUT i don't knoe where my ipod cord is!! I'm dying here X_X and on top of that i'm sick. In the morning I lost my voice and now i have a running nose. :\ maaaaaah. Hopefully tomorrow will be ok--OH SHIT i have to email gaurav and krystian X_X fml. Well I hung my green day poster up today. Pretty nice. I'm getting my bose headphones fixed soon ^_^ weeeeeeeee. later gators

Why Didn't I Bring My Camera?

Today was so fucking amazing. I had a sleepover last night, but we didn't do much since we had to wake up early the next day. I found out that Natty was weak though, HAH. We arrived late to our internship but for some reason the train ride (tehe) was so nice. I miss my bose headphones, they are like RAWRRAWR--i'm hopefully getting them fixed soon though. Andrew didn't go to the internship T_T It was still fun though. I got to direct, and party on railroad tracks. I really wish I had my camera though. Next time, I'm bringing my camera for sure. Going to Union Square was oober fun too, these guys were giving out green day posters, and singing to green day. One of the guys were hot and I was able to talk to him, but...turns out he was just waiting to get some weed...not cool X_X I ate soooo much today it was ridiculous. Two breakfasts, two lunches, three snacks, one huge dinner and another snack. yum yum yum. OH AND MAH GUITAR IS FIXED ^_^ this has seriously been a good day, and i haven't had one of those in a while.

Today I Felt--

--blah. im so serious xD

Ya..

so today i didnt do shit ^_^

lets just leave it at that.

IDEAS

IDEAS ARE COMING OUT OF MY HEAD FINALLY! I've had 

idea block for a couple days.

Things have been going great finally. Btw--reminder; 

send this to jean!

I GOT IT XD sry, i wanted to reply with an idea instead of "sure lets do it" and have no idea what we're doing. So remember my oovoo rap? Well, I think we should make our own rap with the same beat. Plus that beat is singable x] eh, eh, maybe? :D tell me what you think ^_^ -wit

Ugh X_X

I keep forgetting. I really can't catch up with my blog anymore. I don't get it. I have to remind myself. Maybe it's cause actual things have happened. Plus last night, I was typing up a story for about two hours and then went straight to bed. Chago, Zak, Adam and Alex read it. They really like it. The sad thing is that I can't write anymore because the paper is too long. It's 8 pages double spaced. It's about the swine flu turning people into zombiesss. Weeee. Yesterday we went upstate to Nyack and Bear State Mountain park, i love it. Took some wicked pictures of Coco in the area I wanna film in next. 

I KEEP FORGETTING

Well uh brb, cos like people from my internship are coming over X_X

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Ok so a lot has happened today.

GAP came over and we had a bunch of fun.

Veno, Natty, Justin, Sofiya, Gaurav, Chrystian were there.

They liked my house ^_^

Then around 2:30, I realized I didn't want to be on the internet, so I went for a bike.

Then I convinced my parents to get out of the house and go somewhere. 

We went to Johnny Rockets and Borders.

Man, I love their chicken X_X

I got a sketchbook from Borders ^_^

While riding back home, I finally realized, I really don't want to go to prom.

The thought of doing my hair, making myself pretty isn't going to be fun. 

On top of that, only about three people who I care about are going.

Probably two out of three are going to be busy with their dates, or with other friends.

Plus, all my dates have bailed on me, showing a sign!

Just not worth it.

I'm not going and nothing is going to change my mind about that.

Well, I got some wise words today;

thenameswit: I AM NOT IN LOVE

tHR0Wbaq x0: if thats what you want to believe.

tHR0Wbaq x0: but when ever you can put looks aside to focus on personality; or get confused & ask bold questions--you're in love.

tHR0Wbaq x0: even if its puppy love; love is still love

tHR0Wbaq x0: maybe you're not in love

tHR0Wbaq x0: but you still are open

tHR0Wbaq x0: his words can break you or make you feel like best person in the world

tHR0Wbaq x0: and you love him for that.

thenameswit: ):

tHR0Wbaq x0: no its nothing to be sad about.

tHR0Wbaq x0: we all go through it.

tHR0Wbaq x0: just remember to never make anyway youre whole world. because sometimes that person has a way of ruining your utopia with them.

tHR0Wbaq x0: goodnight.

thenameswit: night :\

She's a great friend and I'm lucky to have her.

Flirting

is very simple and fun.

Natty's gonna ask him if he likes me though.

Very nervous and I have a feeling he's going to say no.

Just like when he gave me the wrong number.

If something does happen between us, I probably won't be on the internet.

I only go on for one person. 

No offense! xD

Usually I end up calling the other people.

idk though, we'll see

Buttons

If only life was like this. Rainy days come and go, getting older or younger, but realizing that the love never changes.

A Load Off My Shoulder

Let's just say--I feel 30% better than i did before.

Things Can Happen

I had a horrible day today. I think a lot of people did. Tomorrow is May 5th. It's spose to be the best day of the yr, but it's also a tuesday. The worst day of the week. Maaaah. Some parts of the future sucks. Other parts I'm looking forward too. I wanna have one day where I perform in front of a bunch of people or even in a campfire. Maybe even in Maryland. Who knoes, things can happen.

thenameswit: dont you wanna see me again? X_X

shut up chago: OF COURSE FOO'

thenameswit: ^______________^

WHERES THE CHAPSTICK?

thenameswit: ZECHUGACHNST WHERES THE CHAPSTICK?

thenameswit: xD

shut up chago: german?

thenameswit: LOL no x]

That is all that needs to be said tonight.

oh and TOWNSKILLER FTW

Crap XD

i keep forgetting to write in this at night. Usually, when I don't write in this isn't cause i'm too tired or I simply forget. But hey, last night I said I wasn't going to be on the internet. I'm not, at least not aim, msn, oovoo, or skype. Today I did a lot. It's not even two yet x] I'm some what proud cause usually i just spend most of my time on the internet. OOH! I have to show you what this girl katey made, it's freakin' AMAZING!! 

K, Can I go Now?

fml, i going through a bad phase again, not as bad as before. but it's slowly coming back. for some STUPID reason my hotmail wont work X_X ugh, only on other computer not on this laptop. i am so tired. i went to the tribeca film festival thing and it was mega fun xD everyone is talking about colleges. im just like X_X cant i just move to portland and get over it? jesus.

I'm Hurt

theres not much that i want to say other than;

i have no prom date, i never rly wanted to go.

im single, so stop bringing up chago.

Cos it hurts X_X

rawrrawr

i is tired.

tomorrow=death of me.

happy birthday dad & chago.

tomorrow i must wake up early--somehow

*DoubleSigh*

thenameswit: hey i did win your heart ^_^

thenameswit: at that moment..>_>

shut up chago: all my hart r belong to weiner

shut up chago: at that moment

thenameswit: ...): DAMN THE DISTANCE

*sigh* i did NOT finish most of my homework X_X and i had A LOT. fml

Dont Forget To Be Awesome

thenameswit: michaelaranda

shut up chago: is god.

What I Realized

I need a break from the internet. It just isn't fun anymore. Even though, I KNOW I won't take a break because I am so addicted. I just need too. This weekend is gonna be a long one--and in somewhat nice weather too. Hopefully I can at least still wear a sweater. Amanda got webcam finally ^_^ I was so happy. I feel a LITTLE better about the internet, but not too great. Usually I go on the internet to escape from things, but now I'm doin the opposite. Even today, I didn't want to go on blogtv a second time. Eh, chago wanted me to. Im oober tired--I am going to crash as soon as this is done

"My Daughter's a Blogger?"-Dad

Alright, so for this past week and a half has been AMAZING irl, but on the internet i feel like X_X maaah. Why can't both of my lives be amazing? Today, I was kind of in a yay-meh mood, but then when i got to GAP, it was all WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! I felt really good, I'm connecting more and more with the people every time we get together. I'm starting to like Andrew again, just cause we have the same ideas for a lot of things. I really like the fact that I'm working with him for the scripting. We kinda flirted today, we haven't really flirted since october, so I'm happy. We're talking more--even if it's mostly script talking, but i like it. Meh, he's just an  internship crush--nothing more x] BTW--I'VE BEEN GETTING THIS ASKED A LOT LATELY X_X and i feel rly bad, cos i knoe chago hates it--so im hopefully gonna say this for the last time. CHAGO IS NOT MY BOYFRIEND. i mean--it would be nice, but he's not, so i'm single. 

You've Been On My Mind

And I have a feeling, you're staying there for a while.

HOMEWORK

homeworkhomeworkhomeworkhomework

It's On

ofarevolution441: don't care about what other people think gah

thenameswit: but...your thoughts make me smile ^_^

ofarevolution441: that sounds like a good lyric

thenameswit: ._.

thenameswit: it does.

thenameswit: >_> ITS MINEE

ofarevolution441: NO i called it first

ofarevolution441: it's MINEEEE

thenameswit: D:<<

thenameswit: BRING IT

ofarevolution441: *breaks out the boxing gloves from the 1934 match against pumping iron mcgee*

thenameswit: LMFAOXD OMG

ofarevolution441: it's been awhile...

thenameswit: ROFL xD o jesus, i love you

thenameswit: im still addin that to SOMETHING

thenameswit: <_<>

thenameswit: >_>

thenameswit: before  you.

ofarevolution441: whoever tweets it first is the winer

thenameswit: i win

ofarevolution441: DAMNIT

ofarevolution441: i demand a rematch

thenameswit: fine.

ofarevolution441: rock paper scissors shoot

thenameswit: done

ofarevolution441: what'd you throw down?

thenameswit: o

thenameswit: lmao

thenameswit: uh

thenameswit: <_<>

thenameswit: monster

thenameswit: it eats everything

ofarevolution441: i threw down dynamite, which blows the living shit out of your monster

thenameswit: ...

thenameswit: CHEATER D:<

ofarevolution441: NO U

thenameswit: PSH

ofarevolution441: k, how can we settle this

ofarevolution441: videos?

thenameswit: deal.

ofarevolution441: k... but wait. what's the deal?

thenameswit: no wait

thenameswit: SONGS

thenameswit: who can make a song off of the line first

thenameswit: >_> WAIT

thenameswit: DAMNIT XD

ofarevolution441: no no

thenameswit: IM GONNA BE IN MY INTERNSHIP TOMORROW

ofarevolution441: whoever writes the better song

thenameswit: ._.

ofarevolution441: we both write it, post it on youtube

thenameswit: DEAAAAAAAAAAAAAL.

ofarevolution441: whichever gets more positive feedback wins

ofarevolution441: i'm pretty sure we're the only people that understand our tweets right now XD

thenameswit: lmfao xD

thenameswit: its true

Will He Let Go?

i rly miss my friends in maryland.

i rly miss the memories we created.

i rly cant stop thinking about it X_X

i took so many video stills from clips that chago sent me.

*sigh* i'll have to wait till june;

for everything to happen again.

X_X O JESUS

sister threw up today.

we were the only one in the house...

I FREAKED OUT

I DO NOT REACT GOOD TO VOMIT

she got better though

went out to ride my bike

i felt soooooooo good

also played with neighbors,

made my sister play with them too

that was lovely ^_^

made a video--its alright won

i LOVEEEEEEEEEE it.

it'll be posted soon.

note: i get jealous easily. so shh. ^_^ +i miss maryland/dc A LOT

k, tomorrow is gonna be RAWRRAWRRAWR for meh ^________^ fml!

Kinda Tired

Lately I haven't been that tired, which is weird cos i barely get any sleep. 

It's been like that since I got to Maryland. 

I feel a bit different and I wanna change something about myself.

I don't knoe what yet, but it'll most likely either be my room or hair. 

i am thinking WAAAAAAAAAY too much about that thing..in maryland X_X

stopitsotpitstopit

kbye

Wow, Made Out W/ Chago--Now What?

Nothing actually. 

Ok, so last night and today I had my fun.

We made out--but we agreed no long distance relationship.

I've already experienced long distance relationships; they are no fun X_X

I'll tell ya this much--im gonna miss the chago smell and his piano hands.

There's a high chance that I'll still like him, but not much will change.

Why did I make this whole thing public?

1)IT WAS MY FIRST KISS OK; IT WAS PERFECT.

2)wait..can the perfect be for reason number two?

3) a lot of people wanted us to already, so figured why not make the crowd happy--and myself at the same time x]

4) i rather tell everyone myself then have people spreading rumors that we did more than kiss <_<

I won't lie, this is all I was able to think about today.

I don't want to lose the memory, but hey--hopefully im going to maryland in june ;)

k--here's what happened.

i win at life.

i made out w/chago.

+he was my first kiss.

and if he reads this--i told you i was gonna twitter it. ;)

I Wonder--

what today is going to be like :\

someone wish me luck ♥

Hay guyz

So hay, tiz i rockinbloowit lolol. So i'z hurr w/ chago hehehehee.

we be goin to DC 2dai lolol kk

so we had teh dinner last nite &&kfdsl he goan bite m3

kkbye

RAWR-- T_T stupid chago.

*sigh*

So Since I'm Having a Sleepover in a Couple Hours..

I figured I would blog now. ADAM GOT MY GIFT IN THE MAIL :D WEEE!! that made me extremely happy. I went to check my email this morning and I was like "X_X where did i get 14 subs from?!" I searched my name on youtube to see if anyone mentioned me. But no one recently mentioned me. Then I check my subscription box and I check out Adam's video. When I saw he got my gift in the mail I was like WOOOOOO!!! Made me smile tons ^_^ I made a song last night called "It's Alright". I like it a lot personally. I've been working on my haromizing a lot recently. I has a sleepover in a few hours. im excited and nervous cos tomorrow i'm going to maryland X_X wow. just wow, i is nervous. 

X_X

tomorrow--sleepover

sunday--maryland/chago+nessa

monday--dc/chago+shayda

tuesday--movies/chago

*FREAKS OUT*

Wuh?

For some odd reason...I'm in a dating mood. I kinda just want to go out with a guy to the movies and have my first kiss. I'm very tempted to ask..someone out X_X And kiss another guy. NO IM NOT A WHORE. i just like a lot of people atm. I doubt that I'll get a date this yr, meh. Internship was ok today. Didn't really do much since there was only, Kari, Veno, Lily and I. After that I went to see Monsters Vs. Aliens; that was actually a pretty good movie. some parts RLY made me laugh and the story line was good--dont rely on a man to be strong. booya

Two Words

O Jesus.

I Am A Bottle

Today during GAP, i heard a cmt "was it white people?" so many thoughts came across my mind. I have no idea why, but I felt like crying so I just stopped talking. Later on, I was taken aside to have a talk..and i CRIED ): I just started saying how I felt about everything and I came to realize, my life SUCKS and i just keep putting it in a bottle. :\ so thanks everyone who made me upset in any way X_X

BRB

ofarevolution441: that must have been a party

thenameswit: o yas X+X

thenameswit: X_X*

ofarevolution441: i like X+X moar

thenameswit: xD silly

thenameswit: what would X+X stand for?

thenameswit: xD

ofarevolution441: 2X, duh

ofarevolution441: or x^2 if x = 1

thenameswit: LOL xD

thenameswit: jeez,i love you and your sillyness xD

ofarevolution441: i love you. end of sentence. 0_0

ofarevolution441: ?

ofarevolution441: what? who said that?

thenameswit: LOL

thenameswit: AW,

thenameswit: you rly do make me smile ^_^

thenameswit: not gonna lie

ofarevolution441: ^_^

Train Ride

ATTENTION: Transfer complete: Train Ride.mp3.

ofarevolution441: kBACK

ofarevolution441: *listens*

ofarevolution441 returned at 7:10:47 PM.

thenameswit: YAYAYAY

ofarevolution441: i love

ofarevolution441: i always like the very subtle dissonance w/ the guitar

ofarevolution441: very unique

ofarevolution441: very beautiful

thenameswit: YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY XD

thenameswit: you dont knoe how happy i am

ofarevolution441: i like making you happy

ofarevolution441: especially when you deserve to be happy

thenameswit: AW ^____________^

ofarevolution441: :)^1000

yah, i made a song today :)