Saturday, November 29, 2008

Welcome to my Past

Today; 
-got ready to go to costco.
-bought a widescreen tv ^.^ for the living room anyways
-visited my old neighbors from seven yrs ago. my friend that used to live across the street from me changed a lot x] apprearance wise anyways.
-cut my bangs...not too happy about it this time..i'll fix it later
-miss chago, too much :( 
-recieved a cmt on trv saying "are you guys like mad about vlogcandy, which has 2 people that left TRV, then go there?" ugh; first of all zack was just a sub and meghan wanted that, so i'm happy that her shared channel is going to be a great success. I'm not looking for competion with any
 shared channel, I just wanted to get to knoe and have a better communication with everyone on the channel. It hasn't gone exactly how I pictured it, but it's quiet lovely so i don't mind. 
-thinking about the SAT's..ughh, one week away..:( who ever invented the SAT's should be beaten up.
-watched scary movie 4 and xmen 2, all i have to say about those movies is; mehhhhhhhh.
-friends coming over tomorrow for project 

the end

Friday, November 28, 2008

Running Out of Things To Do

So bored..made two videos..ONE video might be a success ^.^ 


That is all.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

ThanksTAKING

Ugh, today wasn't a bad day, but I just don't feel good. I'm not saying I'm ill, I just don't feel in a very cheerful mood. I've been trying to be cheerful but minor things have been pissing me off. I think the internet have gave me a bit of negativity this month. I actually turned off the computer for several hours and I was pretty fine. I turn it on and see something that I dislike and get in a cranky mood. Some people weren't meant to be on the internet. Ugh, well I think i should turn this off till Chago gets back. He's usually the only person I talk to--well enjoy talking to. I love talking to vivi, zak, leah, and much more but they're not always online. I may be online tomorrow because I think I might make a video with Cooper hopefully. I can promise i won't be on all day. I'm almost done with Chago's present ^.^ I got Randeva's present. Now just gotta start and finish these people presents:
Vivien
Kayla
Maroby
Zak
Leah
Meghan
Karla
Michele
Family xD

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Chago Day #3

[10:35:33 PM] Chago says: 1.  chago  11 up, 4 down love ithate it
 
a man's best friend, greater than a dog.
aye ka! sup ka! come out ka! shit ka! aye ka! come out ka! - chago
[10:36:06 PM] Whitney says: will you miss me while you're gone?
[10:36:07 PM] Chago says: 1.  whitney  
 
A girl that you definitely wanna take home to ma and pa... Amazing girl, that you should never let go!
DAmn... that whitney girl is a keeeeeeeeper!
[10:36:10 PM] Chago says: yes.

Oh chago, baby, someday when high-yi school is done 
Somehow, someway, our two worlds will be one 
at eleven, forever and ever we will be 
Oh please say you'll stay oh San---chago

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Feast!

Today was pretty much cool.

School;
English: did absolutely nothing, almost fell asleep actually.
History: surprisingly we didn't have a  convo about what was going on today.
Feast: I was the door "manager" or "bouncer" for the 9th grade. Jeez, they were a pain in the ass. I actually had to "escort" this girl named Kathleen to the bathroom, but then she grabbed my arm and said "listen, i need a favor." I was like oh jeez in my head. She wanted to buy food from downstairs because she doesnt want the food from the seniors. I didn't wanna be like "NO D:<" so i was like "ugh, you have five minutes." I was waiting at the bathroom for two minutes, than suddenly I saw Jerry(another 9th grader) quickly walk down the hallway. Kari(one of my friends) was chasing after him, saying "where are you going?!" So I followed them, I didn't want Kari finding out that I let a girl go downstairs o.o When she asked "Should I go with him?" I said, "nah, i'll go with him." When I went downstairs to see if Kathleen was there, she wasn't. -_- Jerry and I got to talk though. He's talks low o.o, but he's a real nice guy x] I'm glad I got to talk to him, cause as he said we haven't talked for two years x] 
Internship: I came like 30 mins late, but that wasn't too bad. Andrew was there. That was lovely. During break, the first thing he said was a joke towards me x] I laughed but at the same time I was like "heyyy..D:<" hahaha x] We did talk a little, but towards the end of the internship, he was getting ready to go so i said "andrew!" then gaurav started talking so i was like "hold on" -_- then he took out his phone and started talking to someone, i think it was his mom, but idk. Gah, i was gonna ask for his number again in a way that makes it seem like..i didnt get the wrong number. Gah long story. Anyways, today i was in Justin's group for the video project. This new kid was there too. Justin is seriously a really cool guy. Karla was in Andrew's group with this girl named Fang. Fang messed up there whole idea x] I think they're video isnt gonna be too great, but meh. Randeva was with lily and cheryl. They're video is going to be niceeeeee. I like my group the best x] We did something very hilarous. I want all the clips that G.A.P. took of everyone. Especially me and Andrew x] gah i'm such a dork

SO chago is leaving tomorrow..i think ...D: i'm gonna  miss him like this:
thenameswit: do you knoe how much i'm gonna miss you!!!
thenameswit: D:<
shut up chago: yes i do.
thenameswit: you do?
thenameswit: how much, mister knoe it all
shut up chago: like a dog misses his bone.
thenameswit: rofl x]
thenameswit: exactly

Monday, November 24, 2008

YouTube Friendship


It's been over a year since I've been on youtube and I've notice a change between my social life and my youtube life. 

Last Year:
Home Life: Limited friends, only talked to four or five people I really cared about, didn't feel like extending my friendship with others.
YouTube Life: Had tons of best friends, close with everyone, tried to meet as many people as possible.

This Year:
Home Life: Friendly to everyone I meet or see, more open with friends, more variety of friends, let go of what happened in the past and moved on.
YouTube Life: Best friends come and go, some of them have sticked with me from the beginning; them meaning two people. I'm friendly and open, but i'm limiting myself :\


Anyways, about today;
Talk about fun, english did nothing, government did nothing, then went on a trip to play pool. I also bought Chago's present today x] he knoes what it is -_- grr. I need to save up a lot of money. Zak and I have been talking a lot lately again. I'm glad!! I love that kid. I was also on blogtv today, and when Chago told me he needed 5 more subs till 1000, i announced it on blogtv and alex twittered it x] it was grand. He's gonna catch up to me. I don't even doubt it. My subscriber pace is slowwww, but that's cause I don't get any help. I try to do things on my own. *Sigh* I've been going slower than ever, but that's ok. I feel like my friends deserves more than i do  anyways x]

Gah, Chago was right. 
 I think too much.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Minus The Whitney

Minus the Bear; Knights: A song that Chago got me into. A song that reminds me of the best winter of my life. Snow + upstate =amazing scenery and memories. A song that also got me thinking about the guy I really care about. It's got me thinking so much. GAH, i wish i just could turn off my emotions, instead of being an emotional reck. For some reason, I really think I'm in love. Idk, i've just never had this feeling before and it's driving me nuts. If I see him or hear him again, I know I'll say something I'll regret 

Saturday, November 22, 2008

One Sentence

YouTube Live was only good because of Bo Burnham<3

Friday, November 21, 2008

Forgot My Camera

shut up chago: i love your hair there. O_O
thenameswit: O.O
thenameswit: i cut it
shut up chago: you're so pretty :O

Today was a half a day, and it was pretty awesome as well. I was a little tired, but it's alright. I feel like going to bed early tonight, but I'm not sure if I will. Well it's 11pm, so idk.

I had half a day today, went to eat at this chinese place with my dad, sister and randeva. Then randeva and i did a bunch of random things until like 3pm. We also went on John's blogtv, and that was fun, i got ops :D woot woot. Then Randeva and I met up with Karla to go to the trip for our internship. Randeva and I already have been there once with our other internship, but I enjoyed it even more going again. Turns out I really do have a powerful memory. I remember things that don't even matter to me. I talked to Gaurav a lot today o.o That was amazing. He's such an awesome guy and idky, but i like looking at him x] He has a nice face, even Karla used to like him x] hahahahhaha. OH and i was gonna vlog while I was on the trip, but forgot my camera :\ bummed out

Kay, well chago doesnt want to have a child with me so i'm off to bed, BYE!

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Today WAS Suppose to Be Awesome

So last night, I went to bed early for once, around 10pm. Yesterday I just had this thought in my head that today was going to be great. It was alright. I mean, it was better than usual days. I skipped history today for my internship, and today's internship really got me thinking about the higher and lower class differences. I was the only rich person with all these chairs, while the other people were on the ground or sharing the three chairs left. I liked being the rich person, but it still got me thinking about where I'm at. I really enjoyed today, but when I got back to my borough, my parents were talking to my teachers in parent teacher confernce o.o When I called and my dad said he was talking to Thandi, and literally became quiet. I HATE HATE HATE parent teacher conference. My dad said I'm doing pretty good, which made me feel pretty good, but my mom -_- ugh, i HATE it when she talks about school life, it really bothers me. She always want me to be THE best, not MY best. I'm really sick of talking to her about it. Whatever though, when I got back home, Chago IMed me first x]

shut up chago: WEENIE
shut up chago: geez
thenameswit: yes sir?
shut up chago: hi ._.
thenameswit: HAI LOVE
thenameswit: how are you?
shut up chago: i miss yew.
thenameswit: awww, i missed you too x]

Tomorrow will hopefully be amazing. Half a day :D woot!! I have to do stupid English homework though -_- ughhhh. I really did miss Chago though x] We've been busy. It's like if we don't talk for one or two days it seems like weeks x] I've been trying to make a new song too, but that hasnt been working..gaaah.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Relaxful Evening for Once

English;
Basically nothing. The whole class was quiet, so Karla and I passed notes x]

History;
The topic about Government and Religion was very interesting.

Gym;
Went by very quickly, but got to gossip with Randeva about our internship.

Physics;
Very boring today, like always.

Lunch;
CHICKEN, YUM.

Math;
Pretended to work. Meh.

Sadie Nash;
Very awesome, but for some reason I was a bit tired.

After school, I walked home and omg it is so EFFIN cold. I wanted to call up Chago, but my phone was dead and my hands we freezing already x] I got home and really had nothing to do. Then I remember I had to finish my art project, I did it, but my editing program really does SUCK. So it really isnt one of my best, but meh i tried. After that and dinner, I watched the movie "Night of the Living Dorks." I loved it, but goddamn was it perverted x] Whatever, for some reason I thought some of the guys were cute o.o You would not agree, i can promise. The idea of how the zombies would be was really awesome x] Tonight I get to go to bed early :D I'm so excited and happy!!! Cause I really can't wait for tomorrow, i'm going to my internship with TWO friends this time :D Randeva and Karla. Today I actually had an awesome convo with my school friends online, which happens rarely. I talked to both at them at the same time. Of course it's the girls who to go my internship, but hey they are my best friends x] WOO THURSDAYS!

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Pizza Party! Not Really!


`Wit says:
QUESTION
`Wit says:
how much do you love me!?
Adam  says:
LOTZ

I love Adam lots too<3

Day was alright. Had a pizza party after school. It wasn't even that much of a party, it was more like get a pizza and continue doing work. Francios was locked out of the classroom and didn't get any pizza. It was the funniest thing ever. He was about to knock down the door x] Anyways, Fell asleep in almost each and every class. Last night I stayed up till 2am. Hopefully, tonight I just stay up till 12:30. I need sleep. Atm, I have hiccups. It is so effing cold outside now and I have to do the outside vlog challenge..-_- THANKS CHAGO! haha jk, i love being outside..with lots and lots of blankets. I'm also wearing two pajama pants x] one on top of the other. 

Internship today was pretty cool. Andrew was there, but in a different group. I invited Randeva to come today and she had fun too. We got to do a presentation today for GAP, my group had to sing -_- Gah, that wsa the worst performance I've ever had. Andrew's group was freakin' hilarous. I liked that I had Randeva in my group, but I also had Cheryl and Warren in my group too -_- ugh. Oh well, going on Thursday on time. Now I must finish homework. 

Monday, November 17, 2008

Sick of College Thinking

After Chago got accepted to one school with a scholarship, I really started thinking about which college I want to go to. The day after that my friend Michele Kim recommended me a school that I actually fell in love with. The classes for film was simply amazing. Mother; hates the idea of me just applying there. I can't do anything to change her mind about that. I'm still applying though. 

Maura's homework was the most interesting homework I've ever had, I've never written so much in my life x] I had to interview my parents and friends. Interviewing my mom and dad was cool and different. My parents didn't have the same answers till the last question. "How did i change"
they both said the EXACT same thing. It was nuts.

Interviewing youtubers was very different from my friends at school. I really loved their responses so much. I interviewed adam first. Brought back so many good memories x] He's the reason why I'm making this video that's coming out in..two weeks..ish? Eye transplant and grand hugs♥
Vivien response made me feel so good about myself x] I love her so much. It's as if we've known each other since we were five. 
Meghan's was awesome as well, with hawt dawg memories. She actually had a different response, she said i was a leader :D i felt gewd.
Chago had an AMAZING response..the second time around. It really got me thinking though. 

I did have my "aws" especially with adam xD hahah. I wrote about Adam in two of my essays.
Here's one:
Another loving person I got to meet this summer was my dear friend Adam. I met him on YouTube around Decemeber 2007. Meeting him in person was very exciting yet nerve racking. I knew that he was extremely tall since he said he was 6'2, but I was afraid that he was going to be taller. When I met him, I didn't have to look to far up, so I felt a little better. We starting getting comfortable around each other after 20 minutes or so. After an hour flew by, him and his friend Ryan were hungry. When they went in a line to get food, I took my sister to see if my favorite store was still in the same area as it used to be. It wasn't, so I went back to talk to Adam and Ryan, but as soon as I went up to Adam, he said, "Where are my manners? I haven't hugged you yet." He pulled me in and it was one of the nicest hugs I've ever gotten. I told him, "Wow..This is nice! I don't want to let go." He said, "Well, you're going to have to sometime." We let go, but later on in the day we hugged another two times. I had a blast meeting him and Ryan. I'm aiming to move there one day.

GAH, SO TIRED. HOMEWORK ...MUST ..BE..DONE*DIES* D:

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Unicorn Kid

I completely forgot to blog yesterday because I was talking to Zak on the phone for hours. Yesterday was EXTREMELY boring though, like you can't even imagine. When I called
 Zak, things were better, but my day was almost over. Zak and I talked for a long time, i love talking to that kid. 

About today, I got up really late and went to manhattan late. Karla and I were spose to see this one man show thing, but we didn't get off at the right stop. In fact, we passed it so much, that we went to brooklyn. I could have met john xD hahaha. We went back to manhattan and just walked around getting lost. We found out that union square was very close by, so we went there. We went inside this awesome halloween store, that i might go to again to
 buy blood. Then we went to this comic book store that i THINK jake went to cause I saw the same shirt he bought. Then we went to virgin records and i LOVE virgin records, I found this awesome hat that i WANT. Gah, I'll get it one day, just watch. Came back home, did some homework. Trip tomorrow :D Then I sent Chago a really nice email x] cause i'm cool like that ;D I really hope he liked it cause that came from my heart. Oh and crazy thought, Chago and I might go to prom together, i really hope it works. Oh and look at the lovely gift Chago gave me -_-

Friday, November 14, 2008

Falcon PUUUUUUUNCH

Okay so Chago got me hook on that song.
I LOVE chiptune. 
Today several awesome/not so awesome things happened. 
I called Andrew today, and turns out it wasn't his number.
I don't know what to assume.
I talked to Zak and Colson on the phone today, i love those boys.
I was tagged by Chago for that drawing game x]
His video was awesome and I'm excited to do my video.
Meghan's gonna be tagged by zack :( Oh wells.
Other than that, today went well.
Posting a new video up in now..three days like Zak told me :)

Thursday, November 13, 2008

I Got It :D


Today, I think I kinda made the right choice, idk. It was an alright choice.
I went to my history class today, and left as quick as possible with karla to arrive late to my internship.
I was REALLY hoping Andrew would be there now, cause I really didn't feel like going today.
I'm SOOO glad I did. 
When I got there I sat right next to him, I was like YES HE'S HERE!!
The new space that we're staying in is REALLY nice x]
But anyways, today Andrew and I started talking a lot a lot, and flirted too x]
Jeez, but i'm slow, he said a lot of jokes and it took me a good second to finally figure it was a joke XD
He's funny though, and at the end when I was going to the train...I GOT HIS NUMBER,
goal checked off :)

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

New Song

An accomplishment today, made a song in an hour and it took another hour to record the song, and another hour to upload. I'm gooooood. The verses in my song I talk about three guys XD most people have guessed right about who it's about. Oh and today I was looking at my most viewed and then i looked at related channels and finally saw the birthday videos for zak and matt. x] I forgot that they were up. I looked SO tired and spoke SO quietly in daniel's video, but can you blame me? it was 6am in the morning and i was leaving to cali. Then Q mentioned me in his video x] which was funny. I didn't do that oneee homework I had to do, but I'll do that in the morning.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Disappointment


Yesterday I didn't do my homework at all. Procrastinated and went on blogtv. John and Zak came in :D that was exciting. But today, bleh.

Not my lucky day. I got up and told myself that I was going to do my homework, but I'm stuck doing it now and it's almost 10pm. I went to my internship and andrew wasn't there AGAIN. He motivates me to go. Ok, well not really. I love going anyways, but it makes my day each time I see him. I did enjoy today though, even if the new girl didn't speak english that well. We played a game at the end called "Killer". I was the killer x] and a very good actress as well. I got everyone to believe that I wasn't the killer. I won the game :D OH and turns out Lily likes Justin, they would make a cute couple x] I don't know if I should go to my internship on thursday cause if I do i'd have to go late. I also straighten my hair today, but that did absolutely nothing x] cause my hair is already straight! So anyways, i'm stuck doing homework, bleh

Sunday, November 9, 2008

Weird & GREAT News

Here's the slightly depressing news;
1) jake just told me we can't meet because his "group" says so
2) turns out he does have a gf in france and she cmted me..gah, i dont knoe what to say in return.
3) too lazy to do homework; i'll do it later
4) didn't get to do the video i wanted for my internship, but i think i've got better vids to show
5) only one friend came to help me with my video

Here's the GREAT news;
1) FINISHED THE BEST VIDEO OF MY LIFE
2) COOPER ROCKS FOR COMING WITH ME
3) I'M GETTING SO MANY VIEWS AND CMTS ON IT!
4) John's reaction;
J0hnmanRoolz: :O oh no she died
J0hnmanRoolz: OOH
J0hnmanRoolz: OOH YOU TOOK HER PHONE
J0hnmanRoolz: YOU'RE LEAVING HER THERE
thenameswit: O.O LOLOL!
J0hnmanRoolz: SHE'S ALIVE STILL
thenameswit: YES xD
J0hnmanRoolz: wow I would not be able to run if I just got hit by a car
J0hnmanRoolz: she is a fast zombie
thenameswit: i knoes right x]
J0hnmanRoolz: wow I woould be so freaked out if I saw that girl I just hit chasing me
thenameswit: LOLOL
J0hnmanRoolz: that was kewl
thenameswit: YES YAY GAH you dont understand how happy i am right now
J0hnmanRoolz: XD!
5) Wendy's reaction;
Wendy says:
i am NOT riding with you in a car
`Wit says:
BAHAHAH

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Just a Writing Day

I don't have much to do today, have to talk to people..then watch madagascar two. So I've decided to continue writing my story. Here's more Invisible Touch. 

 I really wanted to tell him that Chase knows everyone in this town, so it's impossible for Sean to live here all his life if Chase has never heard or seen him. "Wow," was all I was able to say. Suddenly, I heard voices calling my name, but when I looked around, no was except for Sean was there. It sounded like Charlotte and Chase. "Do you hear that?," I asked Sean. "No, but I'm going to head to the bathroom." I watched him until he went straight into the bathroom. As soon as he was gone, Chase knock me over. 

"What the crap!," I yelled at him.
"Oh NOW he pay attention to us," he said.
"What are you talking about, I didn't even see you," I really didn't.
"Maroby, we were yelling in your face, we thought you were either ignoring us or zoning out," Charlotte said. 
"What?," I heard what she said I just didn't believe it, " I was talking to Sean, he just went to the bathroom."
"..Maroby, we didn't see anyone," Chase said while Charlotte just nodded her head.
"Guys, he's in the bathroom right now, go check," I demanded. 

Chase went into the bathroom and checked all the stalls. He came out telling me that no one was there. I didn't believe him, so I pushed him aside and went into the boys bathroom to check for myself. The window was open. I ran over to see if he was still running. I saw Sean! He just was walking out of the area. I started climing out of the window, but Chase saw me and tried to stop me. I got lose from his hands, but he ended up crawling out the window as well. I started running after Sean and yelled his name while Chase was yelling mine. Sean was still walking yet I could never catch up to him. I don't get it! I was running so fast! Suddenly Sean walked into the forest, so it was even harder to see where he was going. Suddenly, when I was 2 inches away from him, out of nowhere, he was gone and I fell flat on my face. The old leaves that were on the ground didn't make my fall hurt as much. Chase came two seconds later and fell as well. He fell much worse than I did though. He ended up spraining his ankle. 
"AHH!," Chase yelled in pain.
"Chase! Stop yelling, I'll fix it!," I felt so bad for having him chase me. 
"How!?..OWWW," he yelled when I was trying to touch his ankle. 
"Just close your eyes so you don't see your ankle!," I only told him that so I could use my magic. 

He actually obeyed me for once and I used my magic to fix his ankle. His face looked like he was still in pain, but I knew he wasn't. "There's it's done," I told him. He opened his eyes slowly, hoping that I didn't make his ankle worse. He touched it gently and was surprised that it stopped hurting. 
"How did you do that?," he questioned me.
"I've taken classes where I can fix ..stuff," I told him.
"Yeah, but I don't feel any pain. That's incredible," he said.
"Well, don't brag about it to your friends, I don't wanna be one of those miracle workers," I really didn't, otherwise I might be exposed. He didn't say a word, he was just looking at me the whole time. While we were walking back, Chase randomly smiled at me every 2 minutes or so. "What?," I asked finally, he just looked the other way pretending he wasn't staying. Suddenly he said out of nowhere, "You know there's something special about you." I had a sense that he was starting to like me, so I told him right away, "Listen Chase, you're a nice guy, but we're best friends. That's all." He replied with, "Maroby, I didn't mean like that. I was just pointing out, there is something special about you." I didn't believe him one bit. Charlotte caught up to us finally. 

"Where were you guys!," she demanded to know.
"We were lost," I told her, I didn't want to tell her the whole story. He didn't argue with me. "Well, the forest is a very haunted place, no one goes in there. I'm surprised you went in there at all Maroby," she told me. 
Haunted? Sean walked into a haunted area? I never really believed in haunted things otherwise I'd be considered "haunted". It did shock me that Sean disappeared out of now where. It actually upset me more than surprised me. Chase decided that he was going to walk me home, even if I really didn't want him to. I kept asking why he wasn't taking Charlotte home anymore and maybe she's lonely, but he insists that she'll be fine. I still kept trying to bring up Charlotte to Chase, but he just ended up questioning Sean and I. I was getting annoyed because he kept trying to convience me that Sean was just a part of my imagination. I knew it, he thinks I've gone crazy. 

"You know what Chase, maybe you should walk yourself home one of these days," I told him with a bitter tone. 
"Maroby, I'm just saying, if you really like someone, you should like someone who you're close with, not just some random fellow off the street," he told me.
"Like who, Chase?," I knew exactly who he was talking about, I just wanted him to come out with it.
"Maybe ..with me," he suggested.
"Chase, I wanna know why you like me. Is it because I fixed your ankle cause I can easily undo that."
"No, no, no, I told you, there's something special about you."

I couldn't listen to what he was telling me anymore. I froze time until I got home. I didn't care if Chase freaked out. Maybe now he'll know how I feel, when someone just disappears on you. Once I did that, that got me thinking. What if..Sean was a wizard. That would explain so much!! I don't want to comfront him right away though because he might think I'm a freak, then I'll have no one. I felt like I accomplished something today though, finally figuring out what Sean was. 

As soon as I got inside the house, I magic-proved my room, so that no curse like 10:17 or anything like that would come into my room. My uncle wasn't home so he couldn't bother me about all the magic I was using. Fiona sensed it though and came down stairs to my room. I just looked at her while I was proforming my magic. She just sat there watching me without saying a word. When I was putting magic on my clock, my clock stopped moving. I tried pulling the clock with my magic so it could keep moving, but it was just pulling back as if someone else with magic was pulling. So I pulled really hard and the clock pulled a chunk out of the wall and it was flying towards my direction. I fell to the floor and covered my face. I was waiting for the clock and that wall piece to hit my face, but it didn't. Suddenly, I open my eyes to realize that Fiona used her magic to stop the wall piece and clock. I could tell that she didn't know how to put the clock back, so I helped her. "Wow, you really do know magic," I said surprisingly. She didn't bother to say anything, but her facial expersion was easy to read. She looked like she was frighten because of what she's done. "How come you don't like to use magic when you obviously know how to," I asked her. "Because! Daddy said magic was always evil and that one day the world will end because magic has so much power," she answered me. "Fiona, you can have power in anything, not just magic, you know that right?," I asked her. "No..," she replied. That got her thinking for once. She didn't know what to say after that so she went upstairs to her room. I fixed everything up and made sure the place didn't smell like magic. 

Once Uncle Ed came home it was finally time for dinner. Uncle Ed didn't make dinner for me though. In fact, Angie told me that it's best if I don't talk to Ed at all. So I went out with the little money I had. I went to this small pizza shop. When I looked in the window, almost no one was there, but when I got inside, there was a ton of kids. Most of them looked my age.  Once I got my pizza, I decided to sit down and eat there because I wanted to eat my pizza hot. All the kids looked at me. Suddenly one girl came up to me, "You a friend of Sean?," she said with a british accent. "Um, Sean Espen?," I asked. "Yer," she replied while they were all just staring at me. "Um, yeah I do know him," I said. 
"Oh! So you're Miss Maroby, I'm Elizabeth Samson," she said.
"Hi, how do you know Sean?," I questioned.
"Look at this girl," she told her friends, "she's still clueless," she turned and faced me, "Listen love, Sean is a good friend of mine and I don't want your little human ass to break his heart," she threaten me.
"Human? You're not human?"
"OF COURSE WE'RE NOT HUMAN! The only reason why you see us now is because of Sean!"
"Nope, the only reason why I can see you is because I'm not human either."
"Wot?," she said with a shocked face. I stopped all of them from laughing. 
"Yeah, that's right! I'm a witch!," I can't believe I said that out loud.  
"No way...a witch? We've never met a witch before. I didn't even know they existed. You're probably lying! Show your powers!," she demanded.
"Wait, you guys aren't wizards and witches?..," oh crap, what have I done!
"No..and you obviously don't know what we are, do you?," Elizabeth asked.
"Not humans..right?," I asked back.

"Hah, so you don't know. Well, I'll leave you to figure it out then," she left with her crew with a crooked smile on her face. I just looked at her confusingly because now I have no idea what Sean was, but I knew he wasn't human or a wizard. "FIGURE OUT WHAT!," I yelled after they left, as if she was going to reply. I sat back down and finishing my pizza. 

Once I got out of the shop, I started walking home. I looked up at the night sky to see the difference between the human sky and my home sky. There wasn't too much of a difference. Ours is just a little darker and the stars are much brighter. Also my home skies are a bit dark green that shades into blue. I started missing all my friends and family back at home. I miss my best friend, Chago. He used to always walk home with me since we were neighbors since the sandbox days. He used to tell me stories about the sky and who saw the same thing we did. That's when I decided to call him. I got my cellphone and called him. After the first few rings, I realized he wasn't going to pick up. He was pretty upset that I was going to stay with my uncle. Chago hates my uncle just because uncle Ed was about to take his powers away just because he was teaching me some new tricks. Chago thinks that uncle Ed is going to convience me that magic is horrible, but Chago should know better than that. I'm glad I at least got to hear his voice mail, "Hey it's Chago. Magic's in the air so leave a message like you just don't care." I started leaving a message, "Chagogo, guess what! The sky here is way more blue than you thought. Anyways, I just wanted to say I still love magic and I'm using it behind my uncle's back. I also miss you and everyone else. Please call me when you can. It's Marmar." Marmar is what Chago always called me since he couldn't pronounce my name right when he was five. As soon as I hung up, Chase called me. 

"Hey Chase," I answered.
"Maroby, hi. What are you up to?," he asked. Suddenly my phone started to have static noises. I turned around to see what was the cause of it, but the only thing I see is a car pulling up from behind me. "Chase...Chase? I think I'm breaking up, I'll call you back," I told him and hung up. I stood still to see who was getting out of the car, it was Sean. He glanced at me and went into a shop. I just stared, I didn't move anywhere. Maybe he didn't recongize me. He came out of the shop a bit fast and jumped straight into his car. That's when I figured he didn't want to speak to me so I just kept walking. Suddenly, his car was right next to me and he put down the window. "Need a lift?," he asked. I was shocked that he even stopped, maybe he really didn't see me. "I saw you staring at me, it seems like you were waiting for me to bring you into my car," he said. It's as if he read my mind. "Um, sure." I jumped into the car and first looked at the time. It wasn't 10:17, but it was 9:17. I had so many question to ask Sean, but I felt like if I brought it up it would have made things awkward. Oh who am I kidding, things are usually awkward between us. "So, um, I met a group of people who knew you," I brought up. "Oh did you?," he asked.
"Yeah, and they claimed that you weren't human," I can't believe I just said that.
"I'm not, and neither are you," he said without caring.
"So, you know what I am?," I asked.
"Of course, but you have no idea what I am."
"Can I know?," I asked in a very quiet voice. He just laughed a little.
"Let me come into your house and you'll see."

I just nodded my head. I really wanted to know, what could he possibly be? As we drove he didn't say a word, nor did I. I just thought of what he could be. He couldn't be a vampire because he comes out during the day. Maybe, he's a werewolf? That'd be cool, I just heard legends about them. Or maybe even a dragon! Wait, maybe not. Suddenly, we got to my house and I checked the time. It was 10:00pm. Fiona was hopefully sleeping by now and not waiting for me to come inside the house. Surprisingly I think everyone was asleep because I brought Sean in the house without anyone seeing. When we got to my room he told me to hold his hand. We held hands for a good ten minutes and everything was just awkward. Suddenly I looked at the time and it was one minute to 10:17. "Ok, now pay attention to me very carefully," he said. When 10:17 hit, he started disappearing.I could still feel his hand, but he was just gone. "Sean..you're a...," I couldn't finish my sentence. "Ghost," he whispered in my ear. I ended up fainting. 

Friday, November 7, 2008

Confused


Time is moving too fast.
Had picture day today; cap and gown.

Confused about who I like.
Is it ok if I like more than one?

Thursday, November 6, 2008

BLARGH

I dont knoe what that was.. I just needed a title..
ANYWAYS!!
Today was pretty frickin' chaotic.
So I went to history class, but left a bit early so I could go to my internship.
I got LOST like 6 times because I went to manhattan by myself. 
When I got there, Karla said I had a huge sweat stain on my shirt, but hey..I was running around.
What we talked about was fun, (obama of course)
Turns out a lot of girls like the internship leader; xD
I'm not gonna lie, he's cute x]
But I still like Andrew, OH OH OH
ANDDDD Warren is not coming ever again :D
no creepy convos now!!
Then when I got back home I called chago and he was like;
WHITNEY JAKE NEEDS TO TALK TO YOU
and i was like..
ok....
then i get online and bridget says the same thing.
Finally jake gets on and we talk about whats gonna happen when he comes here.
At the end; this basically happened;
Wit says:
go to bed
`Wit says:
and i'll talk to you tomorrow x]
`Wit says:
cause i havent eaten dinner yet
`Wit says:
and i'm starving
Jacob says:
Omg, theres so much to do in NYC
Jacob says:
KK bbz.
`Wit says:
byeeee xx
Jacob says:
love you, and I'm so excited about NEXT TUESDAY
Jacob says:
I'LL BE ON ANOTHER CONTINENT
Jacob says:
ANOTHER COUNTRY
`Wit says:
O.O LOL
Jacob says:
ANOTHER TIME ZONEEEEE
`Wit says:
I KNOE
Jacob says:
Gotta promise
`Wit says:
GO THE BED SO THE DAYS FLY BY
Jacob says:
hugs
Jacob says:
k
Jacob says:
hugs
`Wit says:
hugs 
Jacob says:
lots of em
Jacob says:
and we're holding hands
`Wit says:
lots and lots of hugs
`Wit says:
xD
Jacob says:
so I dont get lost
Jacob says:
k
Jacob says:
good
`Wit says:
LOL
`Wit says:
aw
`Wit says:
ok
Jacob says:
understood
Jacob says:
now I go to sleep
`Wit says:
byebyebye
Jacob says:
night night xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Another Chago Day


Talked to Chago today..a lot x]
I love talking to him, several reasons why;
1) our convos dont make sense
2) we sing..randomly and its hilarous.
3) deep convos o.o
He's my favorite person. 
Yeah, that's about it.

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

A Day of Change

It's 11:22 and I heard Obama won. I'm not shocked. I knew it since he started running. Palin basically ruined McCain's chances. I saw Obama shirts and buttons everywhere today.

I went to my internship today and was a bit sad cause Andrew wasn't there. I don't know if I'm going to my internship on thursday. I mean..if I think of a plan I probably could. Just maybe. I really want to him see him again though. Today's GAP(thats what its call; global action project) was fun though. I always enjoy being there. Only Lily showed up though. xD

Gah, got a test tomorrow. Study in the morning-ness?

Night.

Monday, November 3, 2008

Goods VS Jerks

How was today you ask? I little nerve racking about last period, but other than that pretty good. Worn my other lucky shirt LiveLavaLive (the one that I met Meghan, Vivien, Todd, and Drake with). In general, my day was pretty normal, nothing too special. But tomorrow!!!! IS MY INTERNSHIP♥ I'm gonna show everyone my recent video on RockinBlueWit, and hopefully Andrew can be in my future video. Ok so here's what happened today;
English;
My part of the project was a semi fail :( but whatever.
Government;
Learned interesting things about Obama and McCain.
Senior Seminar;
Nelson and I actually made jokes together, about Michele xD well, Nelson drew on her picture. Gosh it was funny cause she stared at the damn thing for a good minute and didn't notice the little beard he drew on her.
Physics;
Pretty damn normal, I did almost nothing.
Lunch; 
Um..ate..COOKIES!
Math;
Gosh, David fucking punched my leg like a bitch. Whatever.
Another half period of Math till 7th period;
There was a traditional dance performance and it was pretty cool. Just a little boring, but I liked what the guys said about each dance.
Art;
Free time, grabbed a guitar.
After school;
Chago called.
Went on Blogtv.
David somehow got the link and IMed me saying these PERVERTED things like "i  can see myself cumming on your face." I swear, that guy is not gonna get laid anytime soon if he's acting like a big shot.
Talked to Jake, way better convo and cheered me up after experiencing that STUPID david's pervertedness -_-


Jacob says:
Oh wow, you meet me
Jacob says:
awesome
Jacob says:
meeting a british guy
Jacob says:
How does that feel
`Wit says:
rofl..well..
`Wit says:
i've meet several before..
`Wit says:
since i was in england xD
`Wit says:
like last year
Jacob says:
Well
Jacob says:
ITS JACOB DYER
`Wit says:
ROFL
`Wit says:
well, it feels..EXCITING
Jacob says:
YES?
Jacob says:
YES?
Jacob says:
GOOD.
Jacob says:
FUCKING GOOD.
`Wit says:
XD
`Wit says:
WELL, how do you feel about meetin me?
Jacob says:
I'm gonna jump on you
Jacob says:
be all like
Jacob says:
ZOMG AMERICAN GIRL
Jacob says:
KISSES AND HUGS
`Wit says:
XD
`Wit says:
jump?!
`Wit says:
jeez xD
`Wit says:
i'm small!
`Wit says:
dont crush me!
Jacob says:
Awww
Jacob says:
kisses? ^_^
`Wit says:
rofl fine
Jacob says:
mwah mwah mwah
Jacob says:
and be all like
Jacob says:
suck it CharlieSkies, I actually meet people.
`Wit says:
HAHAHA

See, guys that talk to girls like this is much more..nicer? idk, sweeter! There we go! Can't wait till next week. I have tuesday off :D woo!! 

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Dull Sundays



I've been thinking about him again. 
He's so cute, and I tell him that. 
Songs remind me of him.
I love it when he smiles.
When I make him laugh, I laugh even harder.
I need to get my head out of the clouds.
I  have to stop being a dork.


Anyways, today my sister is leaving at 3 to a birthday party while chago is going to a concert. Gah, I wish I had something to do. I'm just stuck doing homework, worrying about tomorrow, and writing my nanowrimo. Well, I rather have a dull day than have a bad one. I've just been thinking about two guys, one more than the other. One of them is of course Andrew. I wrote "A♥" on my hand with a marker, but I have to get rid of it before tuesday. GAH, i'm such a sucker for love xD I blame myself.

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Kim's House!

Today--Went to Kim's house, but I went pretty late. Like around seven. Before that I was talking to Bridget and she was talking about Nanowrimo, or something like that. What she told me made me interested, plus I already have 4,000 words, all i need is 46,000. I'm using my Invisible Touch story. Back to Kim, so since yesterday I got my Twilight shirt, I wanted Kim to see it, she loved it! Dude, her mom doesn't look like her mom, she looks like her cousin or something xD my god. Plus, she has an AWESOME webcam xD We needed up using it for blogtv, it was really fun. But people kept saying, OMG WIT YOU HAVE FRIENDS! -_- buttheads. Chago was busy all day doing applications :( which made me sad. I did think of him though. Especially when Bridget starting saying "WHAT IS MUFF, MUFF DONT HURT ME, DONT HURT ME NO MO'" xD I had some good food when I was at Kim's house. For some reason though, my knee really hurts :\ I did i banged it really hard or something. Anyways, tomorrow I have to finish the project and hopefully i'm going to ikea? idk, this tuesday though, my goal; to get that video done, and get andrew to be in it ;)