Entering the Biggest Year of My Life..

Atm I have seven minutes left until the great 09 hits. Tbh, i am scared as HELL for 2009 cause I have so many things planned, so many people to meet and i'm going to college!!! Oh and I didn't tell anyone this, except for Chago but my new yrs resolutions is to go without cursing for at least the first week of jan. I'm tired of cursing so much. But since I have six mins of, scratch that five, of cursing left here it goes:

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKBITCHGAHDOUCHEBAGMOTHERFUCKINGBLEHHOEWHOREFUCKFUCKFUCK 

kay, that was my rant. i might miss those words since I use them so often. Oh dear, four minutes left, i feel so pressured. Well, this yr overall has been alright, just been thinking way too much and made lots of mistakes, but on the plus side I've changed. 2009 HAS to change, it just has to. three mins; well i met awesome yt-ers, even now i talked to jon and katie from jkl! talk about nuts! but I also learned who are my friends and who are just douchebags. Gah..for some reason I just can't put a smile on my face. I'm seriously nervous about 09. two minutes left. well, not much to say now. At least I spent my last dinner with my whole family in a peruvian restuarant. I need so much luck for 09. soooo much. one minute. well..i guess thats all..happy new yrs everyone.

.....6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 HAPPY NEW YR is what i hear..thats right, it's 12am. hello 2009, i'm not ready for you :\ 

Cause I Knoe How I Feel About You Now

I pretty much wasted my day, yet again. I have to start breaking that habbit. I had things planned out today, but I ended up getting sucked into other things. Woke around 11am which is alright for me, especially since i went to bed at around 4am. I was up talking to adam. he's lovely.  Then today, talked to several Johns x] omfgjohnstube IMed he and we had lovely convos. he said that he wanted to be my bff x] it made me giggle. I should get him to call chago again ;D Gah the other john though -_______- lets just say what he said made me feel so gross i had to take a shower. Then afterwards I talked to chago ^.^ i always have lovely convos with him. he took a picture with his new hair and he did the whitney face xD now we has several pictures wit that face xD lovely right? yer, i knoe. 

                   shut up chago: what vanessa did to my head:

shut up chago: http://i173.photobucket.com/albums/w50/xChago/e522a874.jpg

thenameswit: haha whitney face

thenameswit: its lovely

shut up chago: i tried. xD

thenameswit: LOLS you tried?!

thenameswit: hahaha xD

shut up chago: yes.

thenameswit: silly.

shut up chago: x]

oh and GAAHH, i watched iCarly. For some reason I'm a sucker for shows like that. I LOVE drake and josh. Then I got hooked on Miranda Cosgrove's song; About You Now. It's so lovely. It really made me smile. I was trying to download it, but there was something wrong with it. I'm guess its cause i'm uploading a video on someone's account xD gaaaah. whatever i'll get it later. 

*Sleepy* *Licks*

Lols. the licks is such an insider. i woke up at ten am; talked to adam then went on iminlykw/u dot com. GAH worst/awesome idea ever. One, i played it from 10pm to 5pm. no joke. Waste my timeeee. BUT!! on the bright side, i played with tyleroakley, AND KICKTHEPJ!!! When I went into his little game room, bridget went too, but he kicked her!! And he kicked a bunch of other people to!!! BUT HE DIDNT KICK ME :D I was like "O.O zomg.." yehyeh, i played about six times AND LOST ALL SIX TIMES. Meh, whateva. Finally around 6 i went out to a meeting, brought my laptop, but i went on skype not iminlykw/u. everyone told me to go on blogtv and i did x] got about 10 viewers, which is kinda a lot, i didnt even talk. All you could hear were the people in the background talking. then later on, skype. that's where the whole LICKING thing happened. Now i'm exhausted. idky. i have to do something during this vacation..not just the internet. gaaah. :\

What A Day This Has Been..

Most of the day I was basically doing nothing. Finally around 6pm Siobhan came over and we talked and hang out and did tarot(sp) cards. That was fun, yet a little creepy because most of the things were true. Then around 7pm I went to the cafe to start warming up for my performance. I was kinda happy that there weren't a lot of people there. There was like five people at the place, not including my family and friends. But including them, like about eight or nine. It's not that bad but eh. I was actually really saticified with how and who came to my blogtv room. about 34! That's the most i've ever had sadly, but eh it made me happy. It showed how great my friends on yt really are. EVERYONE kept bugging me about chago though. Alina, Siobhan, most people in the blogtv chat, my sister, AND MY MOM. YEH TALK ABOUT UNEXPECTED xD Around 11:15 I went to the bathroom and my mom was getting out and she said "who you talkin' to?" "uh, leah, alex, jeremy, some other people and chago" -wit. "oh chago...you're close with him."-mom. "yeh...hes a good friend."-wit. then she started talking about college -____- ugh. cause she HAD to question if hes going to college. i hate the college talk. it makes me not want to go at all. But anyways, yeh alina and siobhan were all like "ooooo chagos in the room" and i was like "yeh..." and when someone requested for me to sing again everyone wanted me to sing dear chago WTFFFFFFFFFF. *sigh* i've been thinking so much lately though. about things. not too lovely things, kinda of disappointing things. just a lot of what ifs. Gah, besides that I have a VERY VERY awesome idea for my new video and i'm hoping it gets more views than texting zombies. That's right! another AWESOME VIDEOOO. k well i think i'm gonna write my story for another hour. funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. night.

Karma Strikes

Last night I think I made Chago pretty upset and I had a feeling in the back of my head that he would be, but the foolish side of me continued. I ended up having a freaky dream that woke me up at like 4am. Then around 2pm today my mom started yelling at me like crazy which pissed me off so much. Now I'm stuck cleaning my room when I'm spose to make like two videos today.Well one of them invovles my whole room, so it's best that I clean it anyways. I'm listening to Green Day atm, my goodness I've missed their music. I'm not talking about American Idiot, I'm talking about Nimrod and Warning and all the classics. I also got my old jeans, old sweater. I feel 14 again. That was kind of a fun age. Gah, my mom is just pissing me off so much today. I already filmed one of my videos, now i TRIED filming the second one but my mom came in and turned off everything in my room. I'm not having a good day today.

Whitney Stump

I SOOO totally feel like Patrick Stump, lead singer of Fall Out Boy, atm because of the new cd and my GLASSES :D On top of that I was wearing a bunch of FOB stuff, my FOB hat, gloves, sweater and i wish i wore my FOB book bag. I want more FOB stuff. I haven't obsessed over FOB in the longest. I seriously missed them x] So turns out i'm going to Maryland the day before Valentines and hopefully I'll be able to hang out with Chago on Valentines day. I think that'd be fun. OOH something WEIRD happened today. So my cousin Emily called and talked to me, I haven't had an actual conversation with her since I was 13 and she was 17. Now i'm 17, and she's 21. It was good to hear from her, she sounded very happy, I was just kinda in shock cause I haven't talked to her in the longest. Turns out she works at Hot Topic now, that is so fricken cool. Oh and Aunt Eliza and Uncle Matt added me on facebook...HOW WEIRD IS THAT!! I only went on facebook to make one of my pictures into an aim icon. It worked :D I changed my aim-nessss. :) Tonight I'm gonna watch Tropic Thunder. OH AND I'M GOING UPSTATE ON THE SECOND WOO!! Ok later gators ^.^

CHRISTMAS :D

So yeh I look insane in here, but meh xmas theme! Today wasn't too exciting, but most of my xmas' arent. I woke up, got bose headphones that are LOVELY, the rest of the twilight series, clothes, money, wolve stuff, and some other stuff that i cant remember. I wasted most of my day on the computer. Finally around 5 we went out to manhattan. I just realized that recently i've been in a very bad mood. I have to get the negativity out of me. I blame chago cause he got me cursing all the time. Funny thing though is i love talking to him, he always makes me happy so why the fuck am i always in an aruging mood? xD i just dont get it. Tonight I talked to Bridget, Alex and Chago. Alex hasnt' watch tv in a yr like me, I never knew that there were other people around my age who hasnt watched tv in a while xD It really impressed me. So for the rest of the night, possibly till 2am if i can stay awake that late... I talked to chagita. He sent me this site where i can download songs off of yt and i downloaded like 17 songs! Atm i'm listening to seashell by seabear. you dont understand how much i love that song. if it was spring and I was hanging out with friends, i'd have this huge smile on my face. chago also did this thing where he says a band and i say whether i like them or not. He already knoes that we dont really like the same type of rock, but chiptune we never disagree xD except for favorites xD he was always pulling his little perverted jokes with me like usual.

shut up chago: andrew also showed me hopesfall

shut up chago: but that was through one of his videos.

thenameswit: bleh blah mlaaaaaaak

thenameswit: WHAT

thenameswit: DID

thenameswit: WHITNEY SHOW YOU?!

thenameswit: EVERY CHIPTUNE BITCH D:<

shut up chago: lmao

shut up chago: whitney..?

shut up chago: who?

thenameswit: -_-

thenameswit: you knoe

thenameswit: that whore that does EVERYTHING for you

shut up chago: AHH

thenameswit: hoe

shut up chago: DREAMTIDE

shut up chago: i love this song

shut up chago: so much.

shut up chago: everything ;D

thenameswit: i was listening to that today 

thenameswit: omg -_-

thenameswit: chago, shush xD

man, i love that kid even if he is a perv, i just cant wait to meet him ^.^ 

Christmas Eve :)

I found this hat that kinda reminded me of chago's hat, but a whitney version. ;) I FINALLY sent out Meghan's gift today. It'll probably take four to six days to get there. Gaaaah. Today the whole family went out, but my mom went with her friends. That was our oppurtunity to buy mom presents. We bought her a watch, scarf, and a sweater ^.^ I really hope she likes it, it's the first year where I actually went out and bought her things. Usually it's my dad who does the mom shopping. Yeh, I was a very weird kid, only bought presents for my friends, never my family. I'm trying to balance it out now. Kinda hard.. xD My dad finally told me straight up that my glasses make me look like Ugly Betty xD I laughed, but hey whatever. I like my glasses just cause I feel different. Besides Cooper got it for me, it was very thoughtful of her. I also opened one gift for xmas eve. Got black gloves and so did my sister. I thought it was a nice gift, but I already bought myself gloves o.o so..uh..whatever. I'll just wear those when i'm EXTREMELY cold xD The gloves I bought myself were fingerless anyways. I really want time to fly quickly tonight. I want to open my presents!! xD While I was going through the presents to see which one I should open for xmas eve, one of them felt like a cd... I have this HUGE feeling it's the Fall Out Boy CD. I REALLY can't wait to open that, i'm gonna FREAK OUT!! Ok, well I'm off to watch..hmm...sleepy hallow i guess. I need to rent out more movies x] oh and coco loves sleeping on my dad's bed xD she's so adorable!!

Haircut Much?

For the first time, I actually feel like I could have done more things at home than school. After third period, I seriously did almost nothing. Cooper got me new glasses though, not the exact ones that she had, but close enough. Oh and after school I got a haircut :D It made me oober happy even though my mom didn't like it. The reason why it doesnt look that different is cause the lady didn't dry my hair, so it was oober flat. I took a shower after my video and my hair was different x] Its so nice and free now. Gotta send out more gifts tomorrow o.o gaaaaaaah. SO EXCITED FOR XMAS THOUGH. I'm not in any rush, so I'm glad it's gonna gonna come to me ^.^ My video seemed to be a success today. I had a feeling that a vlog would help my channel out a bit. I gained like four new subs after the video. Oh!! and John's collab that I was in, was AMAZINGGGG. Kyle and Andrew were SO FREAKIN' FUNNY! I rofl'd x] Ok, well it's 12:30 MUST SLEEP!

My First Present :D

Today was seriously an amazing day. I didn't yawn one bit. I got up at 6:35, took a shower, went back to bed at  6:55, woke up at 7:30, ate breakfast, left the house at 7:50. I was in a bad mood in the morning, kinda ish. Like I ate too fast and etc. 

When I got to school it was a whole different story. English class got sent outside cause the freshmen had to do a test in our room. Gov, Thandi was absent!! woo!! I finished her homework today and proud of it! Senior Seminar, Maura was helping people with applications so FREE TIME! Physics, basically free time cause Dick brought in a airplane test thing, so woo! David kept trying to touch me though -_- it pisses me off. Lunch, um..wow, i dont remember too much other than CHICKENNNN!! :D Math, we had to go to the auditorium(sp) cause there was a CD thing going on, idk. Art, ROBERT WAS ABSENT!! TWO FREE PERIODS!! WOO!! What a day. 

Got back home and did homework, not english though. Pshh, give me a break it's almost xmas!OH AND I GOT MEGHAN'S GIFT IN THE MAIL TODAY!! WOO!! My favorite part of the day though, was this:

shut up chago signed on at 9:11:49 PM.

thenameswit: chago ):

thenameswit: why are our convos ending so shortly now a days?

thenameswit: *tear8

shut up chago: because we're fading apart

shut up chago: and we'll stop talking soon

shut up chago: and get new friends

thenameswit: ..............................

shut up chago: and leave youtube

thenameswit: o.o

shut up chago: and get off the internet

shut up chago: and live our own lives

shut up chago: then we'll remember eachother

shut up chago: have an awkward aim conversation

shut up chago: two years later meet up on the street accidentally

shut up chago: end up getting married

shut up chago: then having a child

shut up chago: named lakwanzaa

shut up chago: who will sadly explode

thenameswit: o.o

shut up chago: the end.

thenameswit: LOLS

thenameswit: OMG XD

thenameswit: WTF BBQ

thenameswit: i love you

thenameswit: but

thenameswit: NO EXPLODING

thenameswit:

shut up chago: we're not exploding

shut up chago: lakwanzaa is.

thenameswit: D:

thenameswit: BUT BUT

thenameswit: MY ONLY CHILD WITH YOU

thenameswit: WHY!

shut up chago: we can always have anohter

shut up chago: *another

thenameswit: YAY!!

shut up chago: let's name this one tyneesha.

thenameswit: o.o ROFL

thenameswit: WHAT?!

thenameswit: WHY SO MANY GHETTO NAMES!!

thenameswit: IS IT CAUSE I'M FROM NY?! D:<

shut up chago: lmao

shut up chago: yes.

thenameswit: -_- YOU KNOE WHAT

thenameswit: fine

shut up chago: i want our baby looking like this

shut up chago: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eidpOdDX8Qg

thenameswit: .....................

thenameswit: oh hell...nooooo...

thenameswit: -_-

thenameswit: CHAGO

thenameswit: WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

thenameswit: FUCK YOU

shut up chago: HAHAHAHAHA

thenameswit: THATS NOT FUNNNY!!

thenameswit: MY GOD

shut up chago: YES IT IS

Double Thinking

~Hah! So, I don't have much to talk about today either.

~Why? Cause I didn't do too much today.

~I really wanted to go Christmas shopping, but didn't get to.

~Grr, mad face D:<

~Today, I was on Jake's blogtv. Fun, fun.

~Talk to Jake till seven, then tried getting distracted with Myspace.

~I really don't want to do Government Homework, BLEH!

~It's almost Christmas ffs!

~Well, two more days till Christmas vacation.

~Still have gifts to finish...GAH!

~Going to try to sell things for more money.

~SENIOR TRIP IN ONE MONTH!! WOO!!

~Performing in Cafe in ONE WEEK (nervoussss)

~Oh & one more thing, I don't knoe what I want anymore. I really need to stop having my mind of what guy to like and etc. 

Economy BLEH

I've been thinking a lot lately, but I didn't do much.

Just thought about the economy so much.

Hate thinking about it, 

But I'm glad people are helping each other out.

Also went on blogtv,

Found the perfect haicut,

I made my hair look short without cutting it x]

I'll cut it like this though.

Now in Meghan' BLOGTV :D

This Explains It All

Then afterwards, trv talked and had fun :D

DONE.

Holiday Party!!

English: Teacher was absent so FREE TIME.

Government: I felt a little dumb today.

Gym: I really didn't do anything.

Physics: Nothing again..

Lunch: Gossiped..like usual.

Math: Listened to Forever, reminded me of Adorian. I miss Oregon and everyone.

Art: Played guitar, FUN!

Internship: HOLIDAY PARTY!!! Zomg i had so MUCH fun. When I was on the block of the building I saw Andrew 

coming up and I waved, but he didnt wave back -_- I laughed when I saw him cleaning in the beginning of the party. This boy named Adam came to Karla Randeva and me to say, "Are you guys sister and brother..i mean sisters" -_- i felt insulted. Then he was trying to flirt with me and Karla since we were both single. He was saying how he loves white girls and etc and i was like "ughhh". He was

 a real jerk to everyone. He said that he wanted to join our group and I was like "hell no -_-" My mom didnt even like him xD Yeh, she came. She was really bored cause all of us were doing kareoke. FUN! When Justin did a song by No Doubt, he sang it soooooooooo hilarous!!! I love that kid, he's so fricken funny! I'm glad I got on his good side :D I dont even think he has a bad side, but whatever. He talked to me during the party which was fun :D Hes a funny kid to talk to x] While he was singing, he was trying to sound like a girl and EVERYONE was laughing. I performed "Here, she takes over again" with my guitar and everyone liked it :D They actually wanted to hear another song, I was shocked. A lot of people came up to me and told me how well I did. The second song I performed was Great First Date. Surprisingly I messed up a little on that song, but whatever. Andrew left early, which I wasnt too surprised about cause he didn't do much. At the end, I got to hug both of my internship leaders, cheryl, and justin. I wish I hugged Andrew xD He seems like a very stubborn guy though.

 oh btw; i dont have a crush on anyone atm. 

Here, She Takes Over Again

English;

Teacher wasn't there and wont be tomorrow too :D

Government;

Talked about Senior Trip, SO EXCITED!! MATTRESS FIGHTS!

Gym;

Hilarous volleyball day. Kainat knows what I'm talking about ;D

Physics;

Did absolutely nothing, thank you people who were absent.

Lunch;

Grrr -_- fucking twins who are avoiding me cause of a stupid RUMOR!!

Math;

UGH, EVEN ANGIER!! David was like "you're cheating on me? with a midget?" -_- I DO NOT LIKE EITHER OF THE TWINS! JESUS CHRIST, I DONT LIKE ANY GUY IN MY SCHOOL! GUYS NEED TO GET OVER THEMSELVES SOMETIMES!

Sadie Nash;

Skipped it..o.o cause I had to go to Manhattan to buy XMAS GIFTS!! I bought a ..something.. for kayla, roses for mom and gloves for me cause I was freezing. I went alone to manhattan o.o it was boring..jeez. BUT there was this hot red headed dude o.o from south carolina ;D how do i knoe? some old people asked him directions and he was like "no sry, i'm from south carolina." 

Back home;

Finished making my FIRST original music vid. I rocks much? hells yeh. Sleeping early tonight, its gonna feel weird cause lately i've been getting calls at 1am xD

SNOW!

Ok, so that's not my neighborhood, but you get the point.

Snow is so awesome♥

Tomorrow, xmas shopping :D

So tired..six hours of sleep tonight?

!!!

Sheesh, what a day.

Yeh, I had an essay to do.

Barely finished cause I was on skype with John till 1am.

I made a new song o.o

Gonna put it up on my MAIN channel on wednesday, hopefully.

Also going shopping! Woo!

Yeh, That's about it.

Snow in Oregon?!

GAH ): I want snow..I was in Adam's blogtv room today, and he was going crazy cause snow came D: I would love to have a snow day, seriously.

So speaking of adam, he called me last night while I was having a sleepover with Cooper at 2AM D:<>

But later on.. he sent me this :D

"i spent ten minutes typing out a comment. 

then i clicked post. 

and it had an error. 

and erased it alllllll. 

but here it goes, this time in message form: 

one year ago today, the foundations of the most prolific youtube friendship in history were laid. 

the duo have sued the postal system, decided to get medically impossible cosmetic transplant surgeries (note that the impossibility did not damper their determination), created top secret documents, hugged on more than one occasion, and (much to the mortification of one of the two) fangirled together several times. 

through vlogging group drama, late night skype calls, time-zone/bedtime discrepencies, and some early political differences, the two have remained a shining example of all that is desirable in a friendship. 

their flawless and gleaming relationship should be looked upon by all those to come as a model of a perfect partnership, and will no doubt go down in history (or at least become an internet meme). 

I LOVE YOU WHITNEY ♥

now go to bed. D:<"

LOVELY I TELL YAH!!

Today, I went xmas shopping, got meghan vivien and leah something :D i'm so excited to do more shopping!!! GAAH!

Adam, Where Are You?

I'm tired yet I'm not tired. 

I thought I'd be able to stay up, but tbh i haven't slept well this week.

I need adam to demand me to go to bed.

Tomorrow is this:

[12/10/2008 4:42:51 PM] Whitney says: one yr♥

[12/10/2008 4:42:57 PM] Whitney says: the 13th

[12/10/2008 4:43:05 PM] Whitney says: is our one yr of friendshipp

[12/10/2008 4:43:17 PM] Adam says: aww ♥ ♥ ♥

[12/10/2008 4:43:19 PM] Adam says: we're so cute

[12/10/2008 4:43:25 PM] Whitney says: rofl x]

[12/10/2008 4:43:37 PM] Adam says: i expect an anniversary present, video, and dinner

[12/10/2008 4:43:41 PM] Adam says: you shall receive nothing in return

Tomorrow=new viddd.

John Distracts Me..

So "today" was basically a FANTASTIC day.

english; bleh just typed an essay.

government; gah i was falling asleep.

gym; we almost played dodgeball again..but gym teacher doesnt like us.

physics; boring -_-

lunch; shante said i look good pregnant? o.O

math; wondered around the school.

art; went to the music room x]

on the train; john called xD that was nice

Internship: GAH AMAZING!! So Randeva, Karla and I got there early x] When we went to sit down, I had this feeling that Andrew wasn't going to sit next to me, but he did :D I didn't talk much though o.o which is really unlike me, cause I ALWAYS talk too much in G.A.P. I guess it's cause I was really tired. During the game Killer, the way Andrew decided to make his vote was through two markers -_- He was like "pick one" and there was a yellow one and a black one, and since the killer killed only black people so far, he thought i was me cause I picked black -_- I picked it cause i liked the color!! GAH

Home: Chago and I had a good talk x] I felt so happy afterwards.

Homework..GAAAH that took FOREVER

John went on blogtv for like an hour or so, then around 12:45 ish he called. We talked till 1:40 x] He's really fun to talk to, even if I have to whisper.

Home Early :D

My dad got a new/first laptop today. My mom thinks its wrong how he doesnt really need it, he mainly needs it for music and thats it. It has a built in webcam, and its widescreen o.o ♥ I do think that i should have it, but meh i dont wanna be greedy. My mom is like "love is if your father gave you this laptop and got the old one, THATS LOVE" gah idk. mehhh. im using it right now atm x]

WOWZA!

WHAT A DAY!!

english; DID NOTHING

government; talked about senior trip

college bound; twitterrrr

4th period; SENIOR MEETING (FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT)

lunch; kindergardeners<3

6th period; SENIOR MEETING (went pretty well)

senior seminar; yawn.

year book; helen wasnt here..soo..FREE TIME :D

history; tried to participate :D

internship; andrew and i argued a lot x] stayed 30 mins after.

mall; GOT A NEW HAT♥

home; talked to john(jigitz) till 1:20am wth is wrong with me x] i have never become friends with anyone so quickly. i am amazed.

STILL DOING HOMEWORK AND ALMOST 2AM GAAAAAAAAH.

luckily tomorrow i go home at 1:30pm, blogtv anyone?

Weird Day AGAIN

English; didn't do anything, finished homework :D

Government; didn't finish homework D: 

Senior Seminar; Hand in homework :D

Physics; -_- Ugh..david.. -_-

Lunch; EVERYONE LEFT ME D:

Math; boredddd.

Art; STOMACH--OWY, played in music room.

Went to the dentist..but before saw Kayla's vid and freaked out about going o.o but everything turned out good ^.^

Meghan got Shawna to cmt me o.o craziness....but hey meghan's the best ^.^

THE END.

(tired)

Homework; GRR FACE!

yeh, so i basically spent my whole day doing homework.

the end.

I Feel Strange

Got a call from Leah last night at around 11:40pm.

Adam's mother was killed in a car accident.

I swear I never felt so bad this year.

This morning I woke up at 7:15am o.o

I was suppose to wake up at 6:30am cos i was spose to be there at 7:45am

I was such in a rush.

I got there around..8:05am

I don't think anyone from my school was there.

Basically, I was quiet the whole time o.o

From 8am to 1pm.

The test wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, but meh idk.

Called Chago when I got home and couldnt stop talking.

I think it's cause I didn't get to talk for hours.

RANDOM FACT: 113WPM I ROCK AT LIFE.

Back to my day; 

I seriously wasted my day today.

Listening to music

Playing music

Printing music..(posters..)

Meh, tomorrow I have A TON of homework to do o.o 

Jeez.

How I Relax

Not in the Mood

ASDFGHJKLQWERTYUIOPZXCVBNM

Grr face.

Idky, but i'm in a bad mood.

I tried writing a song, but now i just feel like deleting all my lyrics.

Not going to school tomorrow because I want to study for my SAT.

Kinda upset that I didn't get to go to GAP.

I've been ranting to my friends about things I've been stressing over.

I really think it's just the SAT that is bothering me.

I just want to get it over with.

BLAH BLAH BLAH.

done.

Headache

I haven't had a headache in a while.

I blame it on; school, friends, crushes, FUCKING SAT, homework, more SCHOOL, and gah. 

I dislike school very much.

I FAILZ

HAVEN'T POSTED A BLOG IN TWO DAYS. INSANE; I KNOES.

Ok, well maybe not insane, I've just been slacking off. Lemme just remind you, if you think I post up too often, well DUH but the only reason why i do it is cause this was meant for me and my memories x] If you enjoy reading than thanks! OK, so yesterday nothing important really happened, sunday karla came over and we did a project. OH WAIT! chago called me last night ^.^ that was lovely even though I was sleeping. OK, so lets talk about today:

english; mehhhh. nothing to talk about.

government; participated like once

college bound; i have to do my ressume

physics; mehh, did work for once.

lunch; pulled some tricks on bryan x]

math; wpm test--91WPM!! WOO!!

senior seminar; i actually feel semi smart in that class xD

yearbook; BOREDOM TOOK OVER

history; finished an essay in 30 mins o.o i was shocked.

internship; GAURAV SHAVED O.O MY GOD. andrew wasn't there :(

barnes&noble; saw the author of kite runner, karla fangirled.

pizza in union square; yum yum in my tum tum.

home10pm; talked to chago, alina, tazkia, scott, dani, randeva, and much more.

i'll do homework in the morning x]

Welcome to my Past

Today; 

-got ready to go to costco.

-bought a widescreen tv ^.^ for the living room anyways

-visited my old neighbors from seven yrs ago. my friend that used to live across the street from me changed a lot x] apprearance wise anyways.

-cut my bangs...not too happy about it this time..i'll fix it later

-miss chago, too much :( 

-recieved a cmt on trv saying "are you guys like mad about vlogcandy, which has 2 people that left TRV, then go there?" ugh; first of all zack was just a sub and meghan wanted that, so i'm happy that her shared channel is going to be a great success. I'm not looking for competion with any

 shared channel, I just wanted to get to knoe and have a better communication with everyone on the channel. It hasn't gone exactly how I pictured it, but it's quiet lovely so i don't mind. 

-thinking about the SAT's..ughh, one week away..:( who ever invented the SAT's should be beaten up.

-watched scary movie 4 and xmen 2, all i have to say about those movies is; mehhhhhhhh.

-friends coming over tomorrow for project 

the end

Running Out of Things To Do

So bored..made two videos..ONE video might be a success ^.^ 

That is all.

ThanksTAKING

Ugh, today wasn't a bad day, but I just don't feel good. I'm not saying I'm ill, I just don't feel in a very cheerful mood. I've been trying to be cheerful but minor things have been pissing me off. I think the internet have gave me a bit of negativity this month. I actually turned off the computer for several hours and I was pretty fine. I turn it on and see something that I dislike and get in a cranky mood. Some people weren't meant to be on the internet. Ugh, well I think i should turn this off till Chago gets back. He's usually the only person I talk to--well enjoy talking to. I love talking to vivi, zak, leah, and much more but they're not always online. I may be online tomorrow because I think I might make a video with Cooper hopefully. I can promise i won't be on all day. I'm almost done with Chago's present ^.^ I got Randeva's present. Now just gotta start and finish these people presents:

Vivien

Kayla

Maroby

Zak

Leah

Meghan

Karla

Michele

Family xD

Chago Day #3

[10:35:33 PM] Chago says: 1.  chago  11 up, 4 down love ithate it

 

a man's best friend, greater than a dog.

aye ka! sup ka! come out ka! shit ka! aye ka! come out ka! - chago

[10:36:06 PM] Whitney says: will you miss me while you're gone?

[10:36:07 PM] Chago says: 1.  whitney  

 

A girl that you definitely wanna take home to ma and pa... Amazing girl, that you should never let go!

DAmn... that whitney girl is a keeeeeeeeper!

[10:36:10 PM] Chago says: yes.

Oh chago, baby, someday when high-yi school is done 

Somehow, someway, our two worlds will be one 

at eleven, forever and ever we will be 

Oh please say you'll stay oh San---chago

Feast!

Today was pretty much cool.

School;

English: did absolutely nothing, almost fell asleep actually.

History: surprisingly we didn't have a  convo about what was going on today.

Feast: I was the door "manager" or "bouncer" for the 9th grade. Jeez, they were a pain in the ass. I actually had to "escort" this girl named Kathleen to the bathroom, but then she grabbed my arm and said "listen, i need a favor." I was like oh jeez in my head. She wanted to buy food from downstairs because she doesnt want the food from the seniors. I didn't wanna be like "NO D:<" so i was like "ugh, you have five minutes." I was waiting at the bathroom for two minutes, than suddenly I saw Jerry(another 9th grader) quickly walk down the hallway. Kari(one of my friends) was chasing after him, saying "where are you going?!" So I followed them, I didn't want Kari finding out that I let a girl go downstairs o.o When she asked "Should I go with him?" I said, "nah, i'll go with him." When I went downstairs to see if Kathleen was there, she wasn't. -_- Jerry and I got to talk though. He's talks low o.o, but he's a real nice guy x] I'm glad I got to talk to him, cause as he said we haven't talked for two years x] 

Internship: I came like 30 mins late, but that wasn't too bad. Andrew was there. That was lovely. During break, the first thing he said was a joke towards me x] I laughed but at the same time I was like "heyyy..D:<" hahaha x] We did talk a little, but towards the end of the internship, he was getting ready to go so i said "andrew!" then gaurav started talking so i was like "hold on" -_- then he took out his phone and started talking to someone, i think it was his mom, but idk. Gah, i was gonna ask for his number again in a way that makes it seem like..i didnt get the wrong number. Gah long story. Anyways, today i was in Justin's group for the video project. This new kid was there too. Justin is seriously a really cool guy. Karla was in Andrew's group with this girl named Fang. Fang messed up there whole idea x] I think they're video isnt gonna be too great, but meh. Randeva was with lily and cheryl. They're video is going to be niceeeeee. I like my group the best x] We did something very hilarous. I want all the clips that G.A.P. took of everyone. Especially me and Andrew x] gah i'm such a dork

SO chago is leaving tomorrow..i think ...D: i'm gonna  miss him like this:

thenameswit: do you knoe how much i'm gonna miss you!!!

thenameswit: D:<

shut up chago: yes i do.

thenameswit: you do?

thenameswit: how much, mister knoe it all

shut up chago: like a dog misses his bone.

thenameswit: rofl x]

thenameswit: exactly

YouTube Friendship

It's been over a year since I've been on youtube and I've notice a change between my social life and my youtube life. 

Last Year:

Home Life: Limited friends, only talked to four or five people I really cared about, didn't feel like extending my friendship with others.

YouTube Life: Had tons of best friends, close with everyone, tried to meet as many people as possible.

This Year:

Home Life: Friendly to everyone I meet or see, more open with friends, more variety of friends, let go of what happened in the past and moved on.

YouTube Life: Best friends come and go, some of them have sticked with me from the beginning; them meaning two people. I'm friendly and open, but i'm limiting myself :\

Anyways, about today;

Talk about fun, english did nothing, government did nothing, then went on a trip to play pool. I also bought Chago's present today x] he knoes what it is -_- grr. I need to save up a lot of money. Zak and I have been talking a lot lately again. I'm glad!! I love that kid. I was also on blogtv today, and when Chago told me he needed 5 more subs till 1000, i announced it on blogtv and alex twittered it x] it was grand. He's gonna catch up to me. I don't even doubt it. My subscriber pace is slowwww, but that's cause I don't get any help. I try to do things on my own. *Sigh* I've been going slower than ever, but that's ok. I feel like my friends deserves more than i do  anyways x]

Gah, Chago was right. 

 I think too much.

Minus The Whitney

Minus the Bear; Knights: A song that Chago got me into. A song that reminds me of the best winter of my life. Snow + upstate =amazing scenery and memories. A song that also got me thinking about the guy I really care about. It's got me thinking so much. GAH, i wish i just could turn off my emotions, instead of being an emotional reck. For some reason, I really think I'm in love. Idk, i've just never had this feeling before and it's driving me nuts. If I see him or hear him again, I know I'll say something I'll regret 

One Sentence

YouTube Live was only good because of Bo Burnham<3

Forgot My Camera

shut up chago: i love your hair there. O_O

thenameswit: O.O

thenameswit: i cut it

shut up chago: you're so pretty :O

Today was a half a day, and it was pretty awesome as well. I was a little tired, but it's alright. I feel like going to bed early tonight, but I'm not sure if I will. Well it's 11pm, so idk.

I had half a day today, went to eat at this chinese place with my dad, sister and randeva. Then randeva and i did a bunch of random things until like 3pm. We also went on John's blogtv, and that was fun, i got ops :D woot woot. Then Randeva and I met up with Karla to go to the trip for our internship. Randeva and I already have been there once with our other internship, but I enjoyed it even more going again. Turns out I really do have a powerful memory. I remember things that don't even matter to me. I talked to Gaurav a lot today o.o That was amazing. He's such an awesome guy and idky, but i like looking at him x] He has a nice face, even Karla used to like him x] hahahahhaha. OH and i was gonna vlog while I was on the trip, but forgot my camera :\ bummed out

Kay, well chago doesnt want to have a child with me so i'm off to bed, BYE!

Today WAS Suppose to Be Awesome

So last night, I went to bed early for once, around 10pm. Yesterday I just had this thought in my head that today was going to be great. It was alright. I mean, it was better than usual days. I skipped history today for my internship, and today's internship really got me thinking about the higher and lower class differences. I was the only rich person with all these chairs, while the other people were on the ground or sharing the three chairs left. I liked being the rich person, but it still got me thinking about where I'm at. I really enjoyed today, but when I got back to my borough, my parents were talking to my teachers in parent teacher confernce o.o When I called and my dad said he was talking to Thandi, and literally became quiet. I HATE HATE HATE parent teacher conference. My dad said I'm doing pretty good, which made me feel pretty good, but my mom -_- ugh, i HATE it when she talks about school life, it really bothers me. She always want me to be THE best, not MY best. I'm really sick of talking to her about it. Whatever though, when I got back home, Chago IMed me first x]

shut up chago: WEENIE

shut up chago: geez

thenameswit: yes sir?

shut up chago: hi ._.

thenameswit: HAI LOVE

thenameswit: how are you?

shut up chago: i miss yew.

thenameswit: awww, i missed you too x]

Tomorrow will hopefully be amazing. Half a day :D woot!! I have to do stupid English homework though -_- ughhhh. I really did miss Chago though x] We've been busy. It's like if we don't talk for one or two days it seems like weeks x] I've been trying to make a new song too, but that hasnt been working..gaaah.