Welcome to my Past

Today; 

-got ready to go to costco.

-bought a widescreen tv ^.^ for the living room anyways

-visited my old neighbors from seven yrs ago. my friend that used to live across the street from me changed a lot x] apprearance wise anyways.

-cut my bangs...not too happy about it this time..i'll fix it later

-miss chago, too much :( 

-recieved a cmt on trv saying "are you guys like mad about vlogcandy, which has 2 people that left TRV, then go there?" ugh; first of all zack was just a sub and meghan wanted that, so i'm happy that her shared channel is going to be a great success. I'm not looking for competion with any

 shared channel, I just wanted to get to knoe and have a better communication with everyone on the channel. It hasn't gone exactly how I pictured it, but it's quiet lovely so i don't mind. 

-thinking about the SAT's..ughh, one week away..:( who ever invented the SAT's should be beaten up.

-watched scary movie 4 and xmen 2, all i have to say about those movies is; mehhhhhhhh.

-friends coming over tomorrow for project 

the end

Running Out of Things To Do

So bored..made two videos..ONE video might be a success ^.^ 

That is all.

ThanksTAKING

Ugh, today wasn't a bad day, but I just don't feel good. I'm not saying I'm ill, I just don't feel in a very cheerful mood. I've been trying to be cheerful but minor things have been pissing me off. I think the internet have gave me a bit of negativity this month. I actually turned off the computer for several hours and I was pretty fine. I turn it on and see something that I dislike and get in a cranky mood. Some people weren't meant to be on the internet. Ugh, well I think i should turn this off till Chago gets back. He's usually the only person I talk to--well enjoy talking to. I love talking to vivi, zak, leah, and much more but they're not always online. I may be online tomorrow because I think I might make a video with Cooper hopefully. I can promise i won't be on all day. I'm almost done with Chago's present ^.^ I got Randeva's present. Now just gotta start and finish these people presents:

Vivien

Kayla

Maroby

Zak

Leah

Meghan

Karla

Michele

Family xD

Chago Day #3

[10:35:33 PM] Chago says: 1.  chago  11 up, 4 down love ithate it

 

a man's best friend, greater than a dog.

aye ka! sup ka! come out ka! shit ka! aye ka! come out ka! - chago

[10:36:06 PM] Whitney says: will you miss me while you're gone?

[10:36:07 PM] Chago says: 1.  whitney  

 

A girl that you definitely wanna take home to ma and pa... Amazing girl, that you should never let go!

DAmn... that whitney girl is a keeeeeeeeper!

[10:36:10 PM] Chago says: yes.

Oh chago, baby, someday when high-yi school is done 

Somehow, someway, our two worlds will be one 

at eleven, forever and ever we will be 

Oh please say you'll stay oh San---chago

Feast!

Today was pretty much cool.

School;

English: did absolutely nothing, almost fell asleep actually.

History: surprisingly we didn't have a  convo about what was going on today.

Feast: I was the door "manager" or "bouncer" for the 9th grade. Jeez, they were a pain in the ass. I actually had to "escort" this girl named Kathleen to the bathroom, but then she grabbed my arm and said "listen, i need a favor." I was like oh jeez in my head. She wanted to buy food from downstairs because she doesnt want the food from the seniors. I didn't wanna be like "NO D:<" so i was like "ugh, you have five minutes." I was waiting at the bathroom for two minutes, than suddenly I saw Jerry(another 9th grader) quickly walk down the hallway. Kari(one of my friends) was chasing after him, saying "where are you going?!" So I followed them, I didn't want Kari finding out that I let a girl go downstairs o.o When she asked "Should I go with him?" I said, "nah, i'll go with him." When I went downstairs to see if Kathleen was there, she wasn't. -_- Jerry and I got to talk though. He's talks low o.o, but he's a real nice guy x] I'm glad I got to talk to him, cause as he said we haven't talked for two years x] 

Internship: I came like 30 mins late, but that wasn't too bad. Andrew was there. That was lovely. During break, the first thing he said was a joke towards me x] I laughed but at the same time I was like "heyyy..D:<" hahaha x] We did talk a little, but towards the end of the internship, he was getting ready to go so i said "andrew!" then gaurav started talking so i was like "hold on" -_- then he took out his phone and started talking to someone, i think it was his mom, but idk. Gah, i was gonna ask for his number again in a way that makes it seem like..i didnt get the wrong number. Gah long story. Anyways, today i was in Justin's group for the video project. This new kid was there too. Justin is seriously a really cool guy. Karla was in Andrew's group with this girl named Fang. Fang messed up there whole idea x] I think they're video isnt gonna be too great, but meh. Randeva was with lily and cheryl. They're video is going to be niceeeeee. I like my group the best x] We did something very hilarous. I want all the clips that G.A.P. took of everyone. Especially me and Andrew x] gah i'm such a dork

SO chago is leaving tomorrow..i think ...D: i'm gonna  miss him like this:

thenameswit: do you knoe how much i'm gonna miss you!!!

thenameswit: D:<

shut up chago: yes i do.

thenameswit: you do?

thenameswit: how much, mister knoe it all

shut up chago: like a dog misses his bone.

thenameswit: rofl x]

thenameswit: exactly

YouTube Friendship

It's been over a year since I've been on youtube and I've notice a change between my social life and my youtube life. 

Last Year:

Home Life: Limited friends, only talked to four or five people I really cared about, didn't feel like extending my friendship with others.

YouTube Life: Had tons of best friends, close with everyone, tried to meet as many people as possible.

This Year:

Home Life: Friendly to everyone I meet or see, more open with friends, more variety of friends, let go of what happened in the past and moved on.

YouTube Life: Best friends come and go, some of them have sticked with me from the beginning; them meaning two people. I'm friendly and open, but i'm limiting myself :\

Anyways, about today;

Talk about fun, english did nothing, government did nothing, then went on a trip to play pool. I also bought Chago's present today x] he knoes what it is -_- grr. I need to save up a lot of money. Zak and I have been talking a lot lately again. I'm glad!! I love that kid. I was also on blogtv today, and when Chago told me he needed 5 more subs till 1000, i announced it on blogtv and alex twittered it x] it was grand. He's gonna catch up to me. I don't even doubt it. My subscriber pace is slowwww, but that's cause I don't get any help. I try to do things on my own. *Sigh* I've been going slower than ever, but that's ok. I feel like my friends deserves more than i do  anyways x]

Gah, Chago was right. 

 I think too much.

Minus The Whitney

Minus the Bear; Knights: A song that Chago got me into. A song that reminds me of the best winter of my life. Snow + upstate =amazing scenery and memories. A song that also got me thinking about the guy I really care about. It's got me thinking so much. GAH, i wish i just could turn off my emotions, instead of being an emotional reck. For some reason, I really think I'm in love. Idk, i've just never had this feeling before and it's driving me nuts. If I see him or hear him again, I know I'll say something I'll regret